promise » jonah marais

S E V E N T E E N

Tears form in my eyes.

Why did this hurt so much? We aren't even a thing, but it feels like my heart has been ripped out my chest.

I walk back downstairs and call an uber.

Maybe I'm not wanted here. I should just leave.

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snuggles; are you here yet? I feel lonely

me; sure didn't seem like it
[not sent]

me; i cant come

snuggles; what happened?

me; oh I just saw you kissing the person I hate the most, no biggie
[not sent]

snuggles; Amber is here?

me; can she not come or something?

snuggles; why aren't you here?

me; because I didn't want to come okay I'm tired and I feel sick

snuggles; :( I hope you get better

me; don't you have like people to talk to

snuggles; no I don't

me; oh

me; I'm going to bed, I don't feel good

snuggles; night
Seen at 9:23 pm

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bestie; wjere di u goooooo

me; home

bestie; whyz im drunk hahahahhah

me; Jonah happened

bestie; ohhhhhhhh dos u make babes wih himmmmm

me; ew no

bestie; den ho take me home?

me; dani boy can take you home or something

bestie; can I kiss dani boy

me; sure

bestie; you bedder tell me what's happens in the morning wit u an jona

me; ok good luck with dani boy

bestie; okokokkkooookok9ook9kokookko
Seen at 9:36 pm

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*The Next Morning*

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dani boy; can I come drop Amber off at your apartment? she says she wants to know
what happened between you and Jonah

me; yeah sure the address is 123 limelight street

dani boy; so...