Life to One

14

Bella
Now
Bella's POV

What happened? I slowly open my eyes just to see I'm in a white room. What the hell? I try to sit up but my arms are strapped down. Am I in a hospital? I turn my head and see a counter, it has gloves, cotton balls, hand sanitizers, and other medical supplies. Yep, I'm in a hospital. Then all the thoughts of yesterday, if it even was yesterday, flood my memory. Suicide. Well, attempted suicide. Then I think of Rachel, my child. I love her. I don't know how I was ever planning on leaving her. I also love Sodapop. I wish he was here now. Then I try and reach for the phone but the restraints aren't helping. So, I press the nurse button that is right next to my hand. A nurse with red hair comes in about 3 minutes later. "Oh good, your awake. The doctor should be with you soon." She said. She checked my vitals and left. Shortly after a tall man came in. I'm guessing he was the doctor because he had on a white coat. "Hello Miss.... Buchanan. How are you feeling?" He said. He had to check his chart to remember my name. "Good I guess, where's Soda?" I asked. "Oh you must be talking about the young man in the waiting room. Yeah he's here."

"When can I see him?" I asked.

"Soon. Right after your checked out. You see we had to pump your stomach because of the pills and you lost a lot of blood through your cuts." He said. He proceeded to check on my arms and such.

After he checked me he told me Soda would be there soon. I was very excited to see him. After about    15 minutes the doctor came in.

"I have bad news"