Conversation of emotion (Baby Boy)

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Somebody's lost their virginity and it ain't me...

NOTE FOR ALL MY READERS. NEW AND OLD!
If I see one more person in my comments whining about Louis helping Harry clean himself out I will lose my shit.
1. It's something that has to be done before having anal sex.
2. Louis helps him to make sure he does it right and doesn't hurt himself. I have multiple friend who wished they had someone guide them through it.
3. For the people who say thay it's a turn-off, I am well aware. It is not supposed to be a turn-on. But you know what turns me off even more? Them having sex without taking precautions like this. I mean, that would be even more awkward. Poo on your fingers and dick, no?

I tried to make everything realistic and sweet so please stop commenting how nasty, embarrassing and weird it is to read. It makes me feel really bad. If you don't like it. Please, skip it? I'll put it between **.

Harry bit the end of his blue pencil. He stared at the drawing in front of him as his mind went to the conversation with Niall and he had earlier.

He had asked the blonde boy about his and Liam's sex life. Like, not full details and all that, but what they'd already done in the last month.

Niall listed what they'd done. Though he could've better told Harry what they hadn't done yet.

Harry had been surprised about how many times Niall and Liam have had already and even more surprised about the many ways and positions.

Though he didn't really ask Niall about that. The young Irishman just told him.

So when Niall's and Harry's conversation over the phone ended, it left Harry frowning.

Louis always told him that he didn't mind waiting until Harry was ready, but now that Harry heard how fast Niall and Liam had sexual intercourses, he felt a tad bit bad about making Louis wait so long.

The most sexual thing they've done so far was grinding on each other in just their underwear.

Why was Harry even waiting? Was his virginity so special to him? It's just sex. Right?

Maybe it wasn't just that to Harry. Maybe it felt like growing up? Or the fear of it hurting him too much?

But he did want to lose it one day.

And he wanted to lose it to Louis.

So why would he wait?

"Anything troubling you, my love?" Louis asked, rubbing Harry's shoulders.

Harry leaned the back of his head against Louis his stomach and nodded.

"Penny for your thoughts then?" Louis added, pulling a chair towards him and sitting down in front of Harry.

"Is it annoying you that we didn't have sex yet?" Harry asked, a little weight lifting off his chest.

Louis raised one of his eyebrows and bit his lip. "It's not annoying me, love. I don't mind waiting for you."

Harry scratched his chin. "What if I told you that I do find it annoying?"

This genuinely confused Louis.

"What are you saying, love?"

"I know that I want to lose my virginity. I know that I want you to take it. I just wish I knew why I'm still waiting if I'm so sure about those things."

"It's not a light thing to think about, H. I mean... yeah. I would never ask you to give it to me. I'll only take it if you want to give it to me."