Conversation of emotion (Baby Boy)

🌹first spanking🌹

So, I've updated wattpad and now there's an add between every chapter in every book I read? Not cool... -.-

TW:// I mention someone scratching themselves during a panic attack. No details or anything and it's not really self-harm. Just panicking.

Also, I haven't checked the chapter for grammar mistakes and all that so sorryy!!

Harry stumbled to the playroom with his heart beating in his throat. He hated this, He hated himself for being so stupid.

He opened the door to the playroom with trembling hands. Once he was there, he basically had no idea what to do. Was he supposed to kneel?

Harry gently dropped to his knees, crying out in pain when his toe made contact with his floor. He decided that he couldn't kneel when his toe was still hurting, so he sat on his bum, crossed legged and placed his hands in his lap.

He looked at the closet where he knew whips and paddles were. He sighed because he said no to those things, but he basically had to say yes to spanking. He didn't want this. Not even if it could bring him pleasure.

He closed his eyes, seeing hands with rings slap his cheek or other parts of his body. He gasped and pushed the thoughts of his foster parents out of his head. He couldn't think of that right now or he would surely get a panic attack.

Louis entered the room and looked at Harry's position. ''Why that position?'' He asked curiously. Usually, a sub would kneel in the playroom.

''M-My toe st-still hu-rts.'' Harry stuttered, his voice wavering. Louis shrugged and blamed it on the sub being nervous for his first punishment.

Louis sat down on the bed and patted his lap. ''Come here, Harry.'' He spoke up and looked at the way Harry stood up and walked towards him.

''Green is okay, orange is take a break and red is stop.'' Louis said slowly. Harry swallowed and nodded. What the hell was he doing!

He lay across Louis' lap and felt tears stream down his cheeks. He gasped when he felt Louis his fingers hook under the waistband of his trousers. Louis pulled them down so that only Harry's underwear was covering his bum.

Harry whimpered and bit his lips. This was not pleasurable at all, whoever thought it was had a sick mind. That's for sure.

Louis kneaded his ass cheeks in his hands and Harry only started to shake more violently. Louis frowned at that but didn't pay it any more attention.

''It's just 15, sweetheart. Be good and maybe I'll even lessen it since you were really hurt and good today. Thank me after your punishment and tell me why you received it.''

A tiny sob left Harry's lips as he prepared for the blows to come. Louis placed his arm over Harry's lower back and his other hand on top of Harry's ass cheek.

He then lifted his hand up in the air and slapped it down against the fleshy part of Harry's bum. Harry jolted in his lap and something didn't feel quite right to Louis, but maybe that was because Harry was so inexperienced.

"It's alright, love. Doing so well, I am so proud of you." Louis whispered, trying to ease Harry into it and make him feel a little more comfortable.

He landed two fast slaps on each cheek, counter the spanks in his head and mumbling them out loud for Harry to hear.

He couldn't see Harry's face, but he was a mess. His cheeks were red, eyes closed with tears pouring out of them. He was biting his lips harshly to prevent himself from sobbing, but it was of little use.

Louis slapped a little harder, also wanting to test Harry's limits. He slapped Harry's ass, watching as it got red. He massaged the sore skin for a little before spanking him again, three times in a row.