Unpredictable Love

prom? and lies

Sorry everyone I have not been updating like I should so hopefully I can get back on track
This chapter may be boring but as always it gets better that's why i wrote this chapter longer
THATS TYLER AS THE BOOK COVER😍
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So it's Tuesday and I guess I have to leave not saying that my birthday week in the Bahamas we're bad but it wasn't good either...I woke up with the sun in my face hearing the water and birds...we were leaving at 2pm and it was 1 , I got up to do my daily things and brush my hair I was gonna miss this place even tho I had a lot of terrible experiences here..there were good ones too.

I smiled

Maybe it's the freedom away from home people always miss, when you go to other places and no one even knows you it feels like you can authentically be yourself and flourish...but going back to what everyone "expects" of you while giving up that relaxation, is the hardest part.

Like right now for me

~it's school~

I don't know about me and Kaden or if we're ever really gonna talk again but...apart of me wants that apart of me wants him to avoid me as long as he can

It was a mistake to sleep with him and I just want to go back to how things used to be, I got my clothes out of the dresser and I packed them again.I sat on my bed and looked around the hotel room I felt the soft sheet and pillows... I imagined the sex and everything happened in this room, it was weird. I heard a knock at the door that made me jump, it was the maid she came in with a smile and bag with lotion and soap in it
Maid: sorry but this is,for all the guest

I smiled at the old short Latin woman as she handed me the bag
Maid:what's wrong
I looked at her curious
"What do you mean"
Maid:I know a smile like that anywhere
I looked down
Maid:you have a lot on your mind
"How did you-
Maid:oh niña dulce (sweet child) you are the only person in all of my 25 years here to ever treat me with kindness...plus
She looked away and smiled at me
Maid:I am palm reader and I felt ur sadness
~damn, I am easy to read~
I sat down on my bed and she dusted off her long skirt and also sat down, she grabbed my hand and looked at me and her eyes widened
Maid:you
But I stopped her before she could finish her sentence
"Yes"
She looked down but still felt my hand
"Could you give me advice"
She smiled at me and closed her eyes it was quiet for 5 minutes and we stayed there the whole time waiting

But then she opened her eyes
Maid:you will know how to make the decision at the right time...it is casual for a woman to love two men at the same time... but
She paused
Maid:it is not common for a woman to love her stepbrother, I think you know what choice you have to make and hopefully querida (dear) it is the right one we all can't help what the heart wants.

She let go of my hand and smiled at me then she left out the door i inhaled deeply and exhaled i rubbed my forehead, it was weird because she didnt judge me and at that point i needed someone to tell me what i was doing was wrong, someone who can make it easier for me to decide what i really want i packed the lotion and soap in my bag.

Well I only have a hour left to really enjoy this beautifull island so ive decided to bother matt it was the afternoon so he had to be working at the juice bar. I grabbed my luggage and went into the elevator dragging it behind me while i walked towards the bar

I saw matt, he immdeiatley smiled at me.

Matt:what can i help you with on this fine afternoon ma'am

I laughed

"why are you always so happy"

Matt:I would rather keep a smile on my face then have a frown anyday

he said looking at me making a goofy face