Unpredictable Love

Intoxicated

KADEN as cover photo 😅
*winks awkwardly*

JAKE POV
We pulled up to my dads hotel with bags
He got out the car first, looked around and helped my mother out...I got out the car and wrapped my bag around my shoulder

I tucked my gun further in the back of my pants and walked passed the door man that nodded at us and whispered in his sleeve

I didn't bother texting Bella, she had already been through enough and I didn't want to worry her.We got separate hotel rooms that was near the sky and I went to my room that was on the same floor as Lorenzo and my parents were on the highest floor which was above us.

I dropped my bag at the door and locked it, I proceeded to lean against the wall...I dropped down to the floor and rubbed my hands through my hair

I grabbed the gun and laid it beside me.

I looked out the huge glass window and saw the huge buildings and city lights that followed along with them from time to time

I didn't even realize it but in the reflection of the glass I saw a tear go down my face that I couldn't even feel because I still had adrenaline flowing through me that made me numb.

I quickly wiped it and as i moved felt the burning sting on my arm from where the guy's bullet had scraped

I couldn't even imagine how LorEnzo felt at this moment but I'm pretty sure the same thing...tonight could have went so different

It's so sad that I didn't fear death, that one day I knew it would happen to me and I knew it would happen either with torture or a gun and that is what I hated most, i hated how i wanted to have a full life with bella but that she couldnt even enjoy her life as well because i would live in fear if anyone had tooken her

i thought imagining bella

i imagined the dimple she would get on her chin whenever she would smile or talk, i imagined how every time she was curious she would bite her lip or raise her eyebrow or blush whenever i did something sexual to her...i imagined the way she would tap her feet when she heard a song she liked , but she would always get the beat wrong and out of tune as she tapped.

i thought once again

I pulled out my phone to text Maria but i couldn't even do that because even though i couldn't feel it i saw my hands shaking

I looked at it and placed my phone on the floor

There was no point in telling her either...eventually she'll find out but right now I really don't feel like explaining

BELLA POV
(2pm)

I was in our movie theater watching the movie,everyday... because its it my favorite movie besides twilight

i looked over to see Dex chewing on the treat i gave him a couple minutes ago and i was enjoying starburst because i hated popcorn without seasoning on it

i overheard maddison talking on the phone and i rolled my eyes...but yet i still wondered about stan, i mean there's no way he could've killed kimberly...it just doesn't seem right

and then i figured that i might as well see what's going on

*im gonna pay him a visit*

i started watching the movie again, until i felt my phone vibrating...i looked down at it while putting my hair behind my ear

it was from rose

TEXT MESSAGES

rose:hey have you heard from jake or lorezno ever since last night, i tried texting him this morning but he didnt come to my apartment last night