I like what we didn't have // Yoonseok

25. baby

The next day Hoseok only went to look at the other members practising. He had overworked himself a little too much the other night.
But even though he had said, "I'm just here to watch." Han Sejun caught Hoseok dancing along, even if it were just the easy parts.
"It really isn't good for your health, your body is still healing. It's better if you'd just stay in your dorm." Those words stung Hoseok in the heart, but he knew it was the right thing to do.

When Yoongi flopped on his bed after practise, Hoseok came walking up to him. "God Yoongi, I've been so bored the entire day. Getting some rest is good, but not when you have anxiety." Hoseok said, as he placed one of his knees next to the older's right hip and the other next to his left hip. Yoongi was definitely enjoying the view.
But then Hoseok sat down, on the other's lap. Yoongi's entire face went red. "H-Hoseok, w-why don't you come lay down with me, huh?" Yoongi tried to say nonchalantly, while Hoseok was still sitting on his private business.
Something in Hoseok shifted, and he grinned. "As you wish." The younger said, slowly lowering himself onto Yoongi, making sure to grind against him. "Fu-uck... Hoseok." Yoongi whined. "I've been so bored without you all day. I've been doing nothing the entire day, I think I could use some exercise." Hoseok said teasingly, and started to make out with Yoongi's neck.
Yoongi wanted to tell Hoseok to stop and he wanted to throw him off. Except... he didn't really want that. In fact, he wanted Hoseok to keep going, he wanted him to grind against him again. "Hoseok, please." Yoongi mumbled. "Please, what?" Hoseok teased some more as he started to leave hickeys. "I- I don't know, give me more." The older practically begged. Hoseok grinned again and kissed Yoongi's lips. "Promise you'll obey?" The words came out of Hoseok's mouth before he could think. Yoongi nodded. "Good." the younger said, but seemed to hesitate before taking action. "What's wrong?" Yoongi asked, clearly seeing the doubting look on Hoseok's face. "I don't know how to... well... it's my first time." He stammered, and suddenly lost all courage. He wasn't feeling it anymore. Embarrassed Hoseok got off Yoongi and into his own bed. "I'm sorry." The younger said as he mentally slapped himself. "It's okay," Yoongi said from the other side of the room, "we can continue this some other time. One step at a time." Hoseok smiled to himself, but Yoongi couldn't see that of course. "Thank you for understanding."
"It's not only your first time as well, mine too. I was kind of scared."
Hoseok sat up, "So if I had gone any further, you just would've let it happen even though you weren't ready yet? Yoongi, that's rape!"
Yoongi shook his head and turned on a light, "It would've happened some day, at least I hope, but I don't think I'd ever be fully ready anyway. Besides that, rather with you than with anyone else." It took Hoseok a little time to process it, but then he said, "You like me that much?"
"Oh geez, I even said I love you. Come here you dork and cuddle me." Yoongi answered playfully. Hoseok smiled and shook his head when he stepped out of bed. "That's different though, you thought I was dying. People always say that stuff when they think someone is dying." The younger stepped in Yoongi's bed. "What are you talking about? I knew you wouldn't die."
"But you did think about it."
"Goodnight Hoseok."
Hoseok wrapped his arms around Yoongi and held him tightly. "So you're just going to say good night to me because you can't win the argument? That's lame. Almost as lame as this." And right after that Hoseok pressed his lips on Yoongi's. Yoongi kissed back, it felt good. And both of them hoped that it would always feel good.
"Now, shh, just get some rest so you can come practise again." Yoongi said.
"Alright, good night, baby."
"Did you just call me baby?"
"Is your name Min Yoongi?"
Yoongi smiled and turned off the light. "Ohh, you like being called that, don't you?" Hoseok said teasingly. The older hummed in respons, "Yeah, I like that, what are you going to do about it?"
"I don't know. What should I do, baby?"
"Call me that more often...
But not when the guys are around of course."

"Pussy."

Yoongi smiled on Hoseok's chest, which made the younger smile as well. "Oh. Your heartbeat's speeding up, what are you thinking about?" Yoongi asked, pressing his ear closer to Hoseok's heart.
"Something that's important to me, very important."

"So, what is it?"

"You'll find out sometime, not now though. Let's sleep."

And so they did.