Eclipsed Star

Chapter Thirteen

JAKE POV

My stomach clenched as my insides warmed while watching Roman. With my other hand, I brushed my thumb down the length of his shaft as he cried out. If I wasn't so memorized by the warm, thick and creamy substance spilling from his tip and coating my hand, I would have swallowed his cry. But I wanted to watch.

All morning I'd been thinking about him, wondering what it would have been like if I hadn't kissed him last night when we came and watched him instead. Would I have been turned off? Disgusted? Roman had thought just cuming would turn me away. I thought it was half the reason he suggested I kiss him, so I got it in my head it wasn't something pleasant to watch, which made me even more so unsure. But now I knew the answer.

I groaned, lifting my hand to lick his sweet flavor from my skin before leaning down and wrapping my tongue around his deflating length before pulling away to swallow. Roman's eyes reflected shock when I lifted to met his gaze.

"What?" I whispered, standing. I offered my hand to Roman which he took. My eyes stayed fixed on our hands for a moment. They fit perfectly, like they were made for each other.

"You just...surprised me. I didn't think you'd feel comfortable to do that."

I shrugged. "I gave into instinct it felt right ... but I'm not ready to do that full on."

"Can I ask why?" Roman slowly sat up and did up his jeans. "I mean, you almost did Jake. It's not that much different."

"Probably sounds stupid and childish but I think if I went much further than what we've done it'll feel official-I'm gay or bi or whatever-and I'm not ready to face that truth yet." I shook my head and snorted. "I just realized I'm free. I'm a regular sixteen year old teenager. That alone is kinda overwhelming."

Roman nodded and smiled. "I get it. It's okay." His fingers slid through the belt hoops of my jeans and tugged me into his hold and against his mouth. He kissed me with great heated passion. He pulled, nipped and sucked my lip. When he pulled away, I whimpered-I could do this all day. His forehead pressed against my own as I stared down at his swollen lips while catching my breath.

I hadn't noticed he'd pinned me against the wall. "I already told you I'd wait Jake, and I will. I promise." And like that, he sealed the promise with a lingering kiss that sealed my lips. I smiled holding his beautiful blue gaze before the bell broke us apart. We'd missed math class.

I grinned at Roman who was eyeing me suspiciously. "What?" he murmured, standing and zipping up his jeans as I did the same.

"Any time you want to take me away from math and do that, you're more than welcome to."

He smirked and wrapped his arm around my shoulders as he unlocked the door and released me. He pecked my lips before stepping out into the flow of students making their way to their next class. I waited inside for a moment or two before also leaving, just in case anyone saw Roman.

I pressed my lips together, trying to hold back the smile that threatened to carve my lips and give away my secret. It wasn't every day I grinned for no reason, so if either Bella or Emb saw me grinning, they'd know something was up.

An arm suddenly whacked and hung from around the back of my shoulders. I looked to my left to see Embry hanging off me.

"Ah, careful Emb," I snapped. "You're starting to make my shoulders ache, not to mention you look gay doing that." I silently groaned. Why'd I say that?

He shrugged. "Good, gay guys hook the ladies-they love chasing something they can't have-then bingo, 'hey I'm straight baby!'"

I had to snicker, watching as he ran ahead and opened his arms and spread his fingers while saying the words.