When you know you are doing something wrong and you just don't know how to stop it. You feel like you're slowly falling again inside that big black hole and all the sorowness it once brought you. You ask for help from God; because you can't seem to control your own emotions and you get mad because you know its stupid, you know what you should do but youre too nice.
It's so wrong when someone leaves you, act they didn't care about you at all ever, and then come waltzing back into your life and you sort of let then because of the good memories even though, your gut fealing and heart are going off in alarm. Have to figure it out sooner rather then later because in the end, the only one that will be hurt all over again its you and only you. Take care of your heart, for it is one of the most valuable things you have. Protect your self and take control of your life while trying not to hurt others, but always having you in mind. Sometimes its going to be imposible for you not to hurt other people even though you've tried really hard but If your fealings are secured and you feel alright then priority is your heart.
The most important desicions are the most hardest ones to make in life. So take your time, take it easy and You will be just fine.
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RandomThis will be sort of like my Diary, I will write things that are real and things that aren't necessarily "Real". Here you can ask questions and get to know me better. Even If nowone reads this, it will feel good to actually let some things out.