Sometimes in life, everything comes crashing at you all at once. You can't help but feel helpless because You don't know what to do anymore. I understand God loves me in a unique way because we are all unique people. And I had a very beautiful experience with him this past week, but the enemy of our souls always tries to come and rob ur blessings away.
It sucks really, and specially when you feel that what you were doing was right but then something happens that changes things and you don't know what to think anymore. You feel confused cuz you don't know if it was really God or if its the impression that you had.
Also when you want to do something special for the people in your life that matter the most after God of course and you feel like others aren't too happy about it, its like they have retarted mood swings. Its that helplessness that you feel when you're going through a desert, you don't know what the outcome will be. You don't know if you will come out alive or if ur gonna pass it. I choose to keep my eyes trained on the Goal wich for me is Jesus, but sometimes it gets foggy and u can't really see ur way. Have to try hard to stay on the road.
Sickness is the worst too, but like Job i will remain faithful and hopefully be blessed in the long run. I just need to stay strong, I need God to help me walk cuz I can't do it alone.
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AléatoireThis will be sort of like my Diary, I will write things that are real and things that aren't necessarily "Real". Here you can ask questions and get to know me better. Even If nowone reads this, it will feel good to actually let some things out.
