I couldn’t take it anymore. I ran out of the hotel room, out the lobby and down to the nearest bus stop. I sat on the bench and waited. I got on the bus and it drove me home. I ran inside, through everything down to the floor and collapsed. I couldn’t feel anything anymore. I felt like my heart had been ripped out. I trusted this kid with so many secrets, how was he just going to hurt me like that. And it was so early into our relationship. I thought the most he would ever hurt me was Caroline, but that wasn’t even the half of it. Kristen came busting through the doors. She found me on the floor crying.
“Tyra. Stop. He’s not worth your tears. Neither is she. If he really loved you. He wouldn’t have done you wrong like that.”
“Kristen. You don’t understand. The first time he hurt me, we didn’t talk for 2 years. Than everything happened with Ryan, and I couldn’t take it anymore. Than when Harry came back, I felt like I found a missing piece of myself. I trusted him. I loved him and for him to finally tell me he loved me back felt unbelievable. But it was all just a lie. He just wanted Gabby.”
That was the last thing I said to her. I got in my pajamas, and went to bed. I woke up around 3 in the morning to pounding on the door.
“Open the door. I said open it!” Oh my god, it was Harry. And he was drunk. Even though I was mad at him because he did just break my heart. I knew how he was when he was drunk, and I couldn’t leave him to be like that alone.
I opened the door and he stumbled in. His breathe smelled like pure alcohol, and his hand was bleeding.
“Oh my goodness, Harry what happened?!” I ran into the bathroom to get him a towel.
“She kissed me Tyra. I swear. I didn’t know it was going to happen. Than when I saw you run out of the hotel room. I threw her out and punched a wall a view times. On my way here, I saw Ryan, and he made a few nasty remarks about you. So I hit him. He’s big…But after I hit him, I was in a lot of pain. Because of him hitting me back, and mostly because breaking your heart, was breaking my heart.”
“Harry. You promised me you weren’t going to drink anymore!”
“And you promised me you weren’t going to cut anymore, so we’re even!”
I can’t believe he even brought that up. I still loved him, and I always will, but after everything I’ve been through with this kid, I can’t put up with it anymore.
“Tyra please listen to me. I love you with all my heart. She came on to me. Trust me. You know I would never hurt you like that again. Especially not after everything that asshole put you through. Please. Forgive me.” He leaned into kiss me put I stood up and started pacing back and forth.
“Harry. You know I love you too. And I know you never meant to hurt me. But you did. I can’ come on tour with you. I can’t be with you anymore. I’m going to go back to the U.K with my mom and that will be that. I’m sorry.”
I started packing my suitcase.
“If your going to leave, can I at least sing one last song to you?”
“Yeah I guess.”
“You’re going to cry, just saying.” He pointed to the angel I had pinned to my pocketbook. And then pointed to his.
“Isn't she lovely Isn't she wonderful Isn't she precious Less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she pretty Truly the angel's best Boy, I'm so happy We have been heaven blessed I can't believe what God has done Through us he's given life to one But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she lovely Life and love are the same Life is Aisha The meaning of her name Londie, it could have not been done Without you who conceived the one That's so very lovely made from love.”
“Harry stop it. Just stop now. You can’t win me over, by bringing back chichi. She’s gone just get over it!” Did I really just say that? Chichi was my best friend. I can’t believe those words escaped my mouth.
“W-wh-what? I can’t just forget it. And neither can you. Can’t you see gabby knew you would come home and find us, she wanted to screw things up. You know its true.”
I grabbed my suitcase ignoring what he had to say. I started walking through the door when my phone started buzzing. It was an unknown number, but by the words they said, I knew who it was.
-Tell your boyfriend I had fun tonight. Told you he would be mine.-
Harry was right. She was just trying to ruin us. I turned around to see Harry’s head in his hands, he was crying. I dropped my suitcase and ran over to the couch he was sitting on. I straddled my legs around him and whispered into his ear.
“I love you more than anything.” He looked up at me, and I kissed him gently. But he wasn’t going down without a fight. He pushed me down on the couch so that I was underneath him now. Our tongues explored each others mouths. Damn was he a good kisser. His lips were so full, mine fit in-between his perfectly. It felt so good being with him. We got along perfectly. Best friends, to lovers, but we protected each other like siblings. That’s what I call a relationship. We broke off the kiss, and we layed down in my bed. We cuddled up next to each other, and watched love actually. Both of our favorite movie. He was so warm, and big compared my little body. I could fit into him like a puzzle piece.
“please come on tour with me babe? Please I need you.”
“Of course I’m coming. But you have to tweet how much you love me.”
“You didn’t see it. I already did.” I grabbed my phone and there was a tweet.
-@Tyranate124, I love you so much. You’re mine forever baby.-
“that was too perfect. Look who just retweeted it. The gabsters.” Me and him just both laughed. I decided I should call my mom.
“Hey mom. Im going on tour with harry and his new band. You know from the x factor. I met up with him at a night club in the city. I miss you. Tell kitty I miss her too.” and I hung up. She was probably at work so it went to her voicemail. Kitty was my little sister. Her real name was Kathleen but she liked cats, so yeah kitty. I loved her more than anything.
I flipped over so I was facing harry.
“sweet dreams. We leave in a couple hours.” and that night, I fell asleep in his arms.
