My cousin left around 9 that night. I was really tired, but I tried to stay awake for Harry’s text message. But it didn’t work. I passed out.
“Chichi, is that you?”
“Yes. I’ve missed you very much. I want you to know that I’ll always be here for you. Even though I’m not physically there.”
“I know chichi, it’s just so hard without you.”
“I know. But you have Harry, and he really cared for you.”
I woke up crying. That dream was so real. And everything she said was right. No matter how busy Harry gets, he will always be my best friend. So I checked my phone.
*1 new text message from; Curls.*
-Hey love. Sorry I texted so late. We were talking about what song we were going to do. I’m not going to be able to talk to you for awhile since I’m here, but I love you and I miss you. Goodnight. Xx.-
I can’t believe I slept through that. I wish I could’ve texted him back, but I was too late now.
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I still went over to Harry’s house all the time to hang out with Gemma, and even they weren’t all together. You could tell that they were all missing Harry terribly. Even the little kitten Dusty.
I haven’t seen Harry in a couple months, but tonight was the semi finals of the x factor, and I was going to watch him perform. We had seats really close to the stage and we made a giant sign that said his name on it. Finally, it was time to go. The car ride felt really long, and I actually had butterflies. What if me and Harry didn’t talk? What if he didn’t really miss me as much as I missed him?
Finally we got there just as the show was starting. The acts were really good, true talent. When suddenly the announcers spoke.
“ladies and gentlemen, One Direction!” The whole crowd cheered, and screamed, and I just stood there crying. I can’t believe he actually was on the tv, being broadcasted. All these people were cheering for him. It was kind of overwhelming.
They finished singing and the crowd started cheering again.
The boys had time to come and talk to their families. Harry ran over to us and gave us all big hugs. When suddenly, I noticed a girl was walking behind him.
“Guys. I want you to meet Caroline.!” He had the biggest smile on her face.
Was this really happening? The kid I’ve been in love with all my life, and I haven’t seen in months, sees me and introduces me to his new girlfriend. I had to bite my lip to hold back my tears. I can’t believe he would do this to me. Is this why he wasn’t replying to me. I was mad now. I decided I needed to separate myself from Harry for awhile. And besides the t.v. That was the last time I had spoken to Harry Styles.
