LONGING FIZZ BUT CALM
Mood of perverse fascination rolls up my skin
I want to relate, clutch onto her cashmere smiling aura
red, full of life
Vivid posies glide from her hairs perfuming plush kindness
I gap
Longing fizz but calm
Cutting pills off mornings rituals
Quiet possibly what ridicules my faux smiles
Who am I and am I as small as this blue orb ?
She sings Fruitful vowels and cotton pillow comforts
Inducing those around to sleep soundless
Papery thoughts fly towards me and I catch them at once
A sickly sweet feeling balls up as the pulp of my heart swells black and white
I am a bittersweet bedlam
A two minded parley
YOU ARE READING
4am
PuisiI spent most of my life learning how to feel less These days I teach myself to feel more Kill your emotions and you'll die along with them C O M P L E T E D 2016•2018
