lemons

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at night, having someone means nothing,

unless they're lying there next to you.

my mind is stuck like childhood toys

half submerged in dried cement.


all i need are lemons

to rub on the cuts

or to make lemonade,

but i am lost in the shadow of the spade--

lost, forgetting everything i once knew.

wondering, "what do i do?"


the answer always stung.


no matter how old i get,

i'm always dumb and naive.

i am always falling in love,

i am always falling apart.

there will always be a lesson to learn.

there will always be new truth to find.


tonight, i decide on "goodnight"

and not "goodbye", and it tastes like

cool, bitter liquid running down 

my raw, aching throat.

when life hands you lemons,

please,

make lemonade.

don't be like me.

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