breathmint boy

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i liked the way he washed his hands.


lathering on

the soap

so that

he really is

nice and clean.

my ocd

appreciates it

and loves

to touch

clean, soft hands.


deliberate,

like he's

trying

to wash off

the blood

caked on from

his young

mistakes.


"oh, how i

relate," says

the pain in

my back from

twisting

myself over

2am sinks.

"he must be

just like me.

i must love

him. i must

adore him.

i don't

deserve him."

                                              as if every

                                              breath mint

                                              was a saint

                                              in the making.

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