Hold On Ringo

Chapter 4

Chapter 4
13 February 1965

Dear Diary, I woke up by a nightmare about George, he was depressed because Patty has broken up with him. He took a gun and shoot himself dead.

I didn’t like that dream but at the same time this gave me a feel like needing a gun…

I stop writing and get myself ready. I try to live my life as normal again and join the band. I get up and get dressed. I make a fake smile trying to turn it into a real one but I fail.

I walk downstairs after some minutes and eat my breakfast. Mum is sitting at the table, I can see in her eyes that she feels lonely.

I sit down in front of her and look at the breakfast, it’s not really special, Harry always made the breakfasts. I eat slowly and look carefully at mum. “Are you alright?” I ask friendly in a morning voice.

Mum nods. “I only miss Harry.”

I nod understandingly and carry on eating. “I’m going to join the band again.” I say to change the topic.

Mum nods and smiles a little. “That’s good.” She says when she eats the breakfast.

I nod. My fake smile of the morning has changed in a little real one, I look at my mother’s eyes to read them. Not that I’m a really good eye-reader but I like to take my try.

I finish my breakfast and stand up.

Mum looks at me. “What are you doing?” she asks

“I’m going to The Cavern.” I reply while I walk to my coat.

“Great.” She says.

I smile at her while putting my coat on. I walk outside and smell the air. It smells like there just must have been rained. I like this smell.

There are a few girls staring at me. I look back at them and wave. I guess they are fans. The girls wave back and giggle.

I leave the little garden in front of the door and walk over the street, my hands in my coat-pockets and smiling around. I’ve finally found my happiness back.

After a quarter later I walk into the Cavern. It’s very dark over there. Wondering why it’s dark and I walk in.

“Jack?” I call, Jack is the owner of the Cavern, so he just should know about why it’s dark in here. While I walk through the Cavern I get hit on my back and I fall down. “What was that?!” I say calling. I get hit now on my head and everything gets black.

After hours I open my eyes again. It’s light and I lay in a bed. I move over to my left side so I can stand up. But I see a girl. Long blond curly hair and blue eyes. This lips and red adorable cheeks. “Hello…” I say. My voice sounds weak but I can’t explain why.