rEaR vIeW (Amnesia _ I Need Ya)

Chapter 3

Zayn's Pov

Every tissue of my body was hurting like someone was piercing holes in me. I knew I was in the hospital from my last experience when I woke up.

I was so confused and scared, only screaming for Mum. But then Mom held my hand explaining to me about the accident, just her touch was enough to calm me down.

I still cannot remove the image of her broken expression. It hurts more to think that I was the cause of that pain.

I have to wake up and assure her that I'm fine. She must be wearing herself out for me. I tried to open my eyes which were feeling like needles are inserted into them.

It took all of my energy just to open them and then the blinding light forced me to close them immediately. I tried again, this time successfully looking around.

A nurse immediately approached, helping me to get up. My bones were sore and my hand was plastered. The worst pain was in my head like someone was hammering on it.

After a few minutes, the same doctor that attended me last time came by my side with a pen and a pad. "Hello Zayn, finally you woke up, I'm Dr Shirley, I was here the last time you met your Mom", she explained.

I nodded not having enough energy to speak up yet. I looked around my room, everything was just pale white including my clothes. I was in a hospital gown now.

I remember her telling me details about my health and accident. I'm so sad that my driver lost his life because of that truck driver's mistake. But he got punished for his karma.

"C...Can I ....have wateh...", I tried to speak in my hoarse voice. The old nurse helped me with drinking. The burning sensation in my throat went away as water entered in it.

"Now, I know you need rest but I have a surprise for you, but before that, you have to answer a few of my questions", she ordered and I nodded.

I tried to remember about the accident but there was nothing coming up.

I remember her saying that sometimes our brain erases some memories of trauma to reduce the pain. Maybe that's what happened with me, so instead of panicking, I stared at her to continue.

Before she could say anything further I noticed Liam near the door. My eyes lit up like someone sent electricity through my body.

I gave him a huge smile which he returned sadly. This accident had taken a toll on all of my loved ones, I understand that.

He was allowed to come in and as he came to my bed I enveloped him tightly suddenly feeling energized.

Why does it feel like I have not hugged him for years? Maybe because we don't have a habit of staying away from each other.

He just relaxed in that hug, giving out his shoulders and holding me as if I was going to disappear. I could hear sniffing and coughs and I knew he was crying.

"Liam, mate, don't cry. Look, I'm fine now, see!", I pulled out of the hug and gave him a huge smile and thumbs up with my left hand resulting in his own smile.

His eyes were red and tears were coming out of them. I'm so lucky to have four amazing best friends who love me like their own brother.

"I'm sorry for ruining the moment, but Zayn I need you to answer a few of my questions," the doctor interrupted. I nodded and Liam took a seat on the stool beside my bed.

"First of all, what is your name?", she asked and I laughed looking if she was serious. But Liam....he looked... nervous?

"Zayn Malik", I giggled but they both just nodded. I held Liam's hand and he hesitantly took it. He is getting stranger by every passing minute.

"What year is it?", She asked again. What is wrong with them.

"2014 of course!", I answered annoyingly but their eyes widened. All the colour from Liam's face disappeared and I looked at him in worry.

"Did I say something wrong?" I was confused as hell, they were just glancing at each other nervously. What the hell is going on?

"Ummm.....no no, of course not, now from the scale of 1 to 10 how much does your head hurt?" She asked me to recover and I sighed letting it go. I don't have any energy to fight right now.

"Maybe 6 or 7", I answered her truthfully. It is bearable.

Before she could ask anything further my whole family swarmed inside with my sisters sitting on both sides of bed and mom right in front of me.

My Dad sat beside Liam giving me a slight nod. He is not a man of much words, he doesn't have to speak to tell me he was worried, I know him well.

"Hi guys", I cheerfully smiled trying to cover up my pain. They were all crying, their eyes were red and puffy.

"You scared us so much!", Wahliya mumbled resting on my chest and I caressed her hair.

"I'm so sorry you all had to go through so much because of me", I stated sadly looking at Mum. She playfully hit my shoulder and it ended up in a group hug.

I pulled Dad and Liam in too, they just laughed. Liam has been really lost since they came in. He is family, he doesn't have to feel that way.

"Haha, I wish the rest of the boys were here right now, Louis hates group hugs", Liam laughed.

"Yeah, that's because his height doesn't match with us", I joined him but realized their absence. Liam also suddenly stiffened. What is wrong with him?

Also, I thought Perrie would also be here with my family. I know she is touring but wouldn't I leave everything and be here with her at such times?

I'm beyond hurt and I think that's why I was feeling like everyone is hiding something. They must be ignoring her topic. I could just feel some weird tension in the air.

"Yeah about that, actually Louis is on his way and I guess the other two also", Liam told me and I nodded. I don't know why I'm feeling excited to meet them.

I'm sure I was with them yesterday in the studio spending the whole day together. Maybe, it's the cause of this accident.

I was feeling desperate, they were all avoiding my gazes but I wanted answers. Maybe Perrie is in flight and on her way, maybe I'm just overthinking. But I have to ask if I want answers.

"Maa, where's Pez?", I couldn't help but smile as I said her name. When I looked at everyone their faces were stilled. As if all the words from their mouths disappeared.

I looked at Dr Shirley but she was as pale as them. That's when I knew that whatever they are hiding is not good. I have to prepare myself for the worst.

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Sorry for the rant, okay I'll leave. All the love. xxxxxx