Revenge of the broken (sequel) major editing

chapter 39

Dear Ally,

You left me. Why?

I never did anything wrong.

Yeah I may have ignored you, treated you awfully and was very negative but besides that, i was your brother. I still am your brother.

Im the brother who protected you.

That's all i ever wanted to do. Yeah it's a bit cliche but i only wanted what was best.

Me leaving was what was best.

All i ever did was hurt you. I realise that now. I know it was wrong.

But your right, I blame you.

I blame you for our parents death and ever since then everything you do reminds me that if you weren't born i could have a happy family.

Call me selfish but its true.

If you weren't born my life would be perfect.

I would have a Mum; I would have a Dad. I would have everything i wanted but because of you its gone.

I know you don't want to believe it but you are the one who ruins everything.

You are too much to handle. So this time instead of "Killing" me. I ran away from you.

I left the boys in charge. There is no gang anymore. Once i left it fell apart. Ally, I worked so hard to make this gang worked but because I had you with me it never worked.

You were late and always backchatted.

I can't deal with it anymore. I need time for me.

I can't deal with you anymore.

I need to focus on me.

So i ran, again.

I have a family Ally. A baby and a beautiful wife.

They are my happy family Ally.

I want you to have a happy family too or even a happy life.

To do that Ally you can't have me. I can't be in your life anymore.

I won't be coming back and this will be the last time I will talk to you.

I'm sorry Ally.

Before i end this....

What do you mean your going to dive into darkness?

Are you leaving me? Forever?

Don't do it. Please.

I can't lose you. Please don't leave me. I hope you get to read this. I can't lose you. If you come back I will be the best brother.

Just don't. Don't leave me. I need you.

Forget everything I have just written. Stay, stay alive. Don't go.

I need my little sister. I need you.

Forget all that i have said. Don't leave me!!

I will come back into your life just please write back. Please.

Love Alex xx

p.s you get the xx's because you deserve them. Im sorry!

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Little did Alex know that as he was writing this Ally was already gone.

She had dived into darkness. She chose the easy way out.

She never got her proper revenge but she knows that by her leaving alex she has gotten some revenge.

So as Ally said goodbye to the world she whispered quietly so that only herself would hear, she whispered "Mum, Dad, I can finally visit you,"

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