Revenge of the broken (sequel) major editing

Chapter 38

Dear Alex,

I'm not sure if you will ever get this letter but here I go.

I never got to know why you left me.

I never got to say goodbye.

So I guess this is revenge or payback but there is a difference between you and I, I am giving you many reasons as to why I left.

Unlike you.

Ever since you joined this gang, you changed.

I wanted my old brother back. I never got him

"When I have my brother that would never yell or hit me back. Then yes, I will behave" I say

"Well he isn't coming back, Ally, so get over it"

You never hit me, ever, but since you joined this gang you did.

"Shut up before I hit you again,"

Before this gang you were my everything. We were two peas in a pod.

"We don't always get what we want Alex" I say

"I know. I got stuck with you" he says and walks away.

"What happened to 'you will live with me forever. I can't lose my only family member?'"

"Things have changed Ally"

I never understood what I did wrong. Why did you leave me?

Why, was I the reason you left? why?

I have so many questions and all of them are unanswered. Why Alex?

Ever since you have been back it was worse than when I had you the first time. You even wanted to kill me!

"You know what Harry. Do it, kill Ally,"

Why? what did I do so wrong that made you want to kill me?

You would always say I was the reason behind how you acted. Honestly I think you blame yourself for everything but you won't admit it. You never will!

So instead you chose me.

When you left me. My world fell apart. I didn't want to leave. But I realised that if I left, Harry would win.

It's this big game. A game to see who is going to break first. I wanted Harry to lose. I got my revenge Alex. I did it. I made him scared, vulnerable and I made him have no one. I made him feel what I felt.

Then I brought you back. I got help. I brought my brother back. The brother I missed so much. The one I loved. I was wrong to do that. I should've left you.

"I thought I wanted my brother back but I don't want him anymore," I yell

"Then leave, I don't want you anymore either,"

You thought that leaving me was the best idea. You wanted to protect me. What from? Alex what are you protecting me from?

The only thing I need protecting from is you! You cause me more harm than anyone else I know. It hurts Alex. It hurts to know that I am not safe with you.

I don't have anyone. I am all alone, but soon your going to know how I felt when I was alone.

So Alex, I have no idea what I did wrong but I know something that your going to miss.

Me.

I'm your sister, I always loved you. I always will. You were the person I looked up to and you made my world hell but I still loved you.

I never wanted to lose you but now I can see that maybe if I didn't have you in my life I could have those happy things. I could have friends, family maybe alive and maybe someone who loves me back.

But I won't. I never will. Cause as you read this I'm on a cliff. Standing with my toes over the edge. I'm about to fall. I'm about to dive. Dive into darkness. I won't come back Alex. I will never be coming back.

You deserve this. I should have never gotten revenge on Harry. It was you all along. Harry never did anything wrong. He protected me more than you ever did. I wish he was my brother instead of you.

So just like Mum, Dad and you Alex. I am choosing the easy way out.

-Ally

P.s. You get no x's you don't deserve them.

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