Jermaine POV
I get out of Sabrina house not knowing what the fuck to do. I'm beyond mad like, I do all this shit for you and this is what the bitch does to me? She funny as hell. I pull up to her house and knock on the door. The door opened and she was all smiling at me. "Hey baby, " she said. "Don't hi baby me, what the fuck you doing at McDonalds with another nigga?! " I asked her and she sucked her teeth. "So you have a problem who I be around now, I thought you was chilling with that bitch who's your friend right? why can't I have a friend too? " she yelled and I shook my head. "You was all over the nigga and you telling me that's your damn friend. What other so-called-friends you do this shit with when you not with me? I do a lot for you Michelle and you do this shit to me. FUCK you and the niggas you have lining up right after I drop your stupid ass. You ain't shit without me and now you can go back to who you was fucking, you dumb ass bitch, " I said as I saw the nigga on the couch and I left her house. I knew something was up and I didn't want to like somewhat hear it so I was going back to Sabrina house to apologize, again.
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I get to her house and knocked on her door. She came to the door looking like she just woke up. "What are you doing here? " she asked me. "Can I come in? " I asked and she moved to the side and I walked in. I followed her upstairs and she closes the door. "So let me guess you curse your so called girl out and now your trying to kiss my ass right, " she said with a little stern in her voice. "Look it was not like that I came to apologize I should of never cut you off like that. I was mad and should of stayed so I'm sorry, " I did and she nodded. "I broke up with her, I had a feeling something was different with her. I made that bitch royalty and all that shit. She ain't shit without me, telling me that's a damn friend so you do that kissing, all in there pants shit with all your damn friends. FUCK out my face, " I said and she put her hand on my shoulder . "Well at least you can focus on something that is for you and not be stressing on no bitch, " she said and I agreed. she laid his head on my lap and I listened to Comfort inn ending by my bitch jhene aiko.
I was not the only one to you
but I was the only lonely one
baby we had the perfect end
that night we shared at the comfort inn
we made love like the world would have ended
if either of us hadn't made it
we were in love
but I was the only one
so I was the only lonely one
And....
"You okay Jermaine? " she asked and she wiped my face and I didn't notice I was crying till she was looking at me so concerned. "I'm fine I'm just I - I don't know, " I said and she grabbed my hand. "It's not your fault, you was good to her and she took you for granted. You deserve better, " she said as she got up and walked to the window. "Or maybe I deserve you, " I said and she turned around and I was standing right next to her. Our bodies touch, it gave me a warm feeling. "What do you mean by that? " she asked me as she was looking down. "You are just different than an other girl and I wouldn't want to take advantage of you, " I said as I kissed her forehead and by the time she opened her eyes I was gone. I didn't want to make it seem like I wanted her for sex and I didn't. I'm starting to catch feelings, maybe because she has my back or she is just really different. I left her house and went home, I hope I didn't mess up anything between me and her.
a week later
It has been a week since I talk to Sabrina. I hope she's not avoiding me. I get to school and I see her at her locker. When she closed it and turned around she jumped when she saw me. "Hey, " I said and she waved. What is up with her? "Are you avoiding me Sabrina? " I asked getting in her face. I made me smirk when her face turned red. "No I'm not I've been talking to a guy or whatever we'll the boy I was dating before came the other night and I'm seeing him tonight. I figured you still a little mad so I let you cool off, " she said and I got a little mad but I didn't show it. "Well I'm good I been writing and doing me so as a friend I'd you need me call me but stop avoiding me, " I said and she laughed. "Okay I got you, " she said and she left my sight to class.
Sabrina POV
So I've been just talking back with my exams and I was going to his house tonight. I'm on my way over there and it was a girl out side. I walked out the car and to his porch to the girl and started a conversation. "Hi who are you? " she said. "I'm Sabrina and you? " I said and she got up. "I'm Jamie," she said fixing her pants. "So um are you guys having sex or together? " I asked her and her face turned red. "Well yes um you remember the day when you saw me and him at the movies, that was me. We been fucking and only that nothing serious, I'm surprise you still with him. The dick must have you crazy in love too, " she said and she giggled. "Bitch, " I said as my fist met her face multiple times till John and his friend Chris came to break up the fight. Chris was holding me back while that stupid ass mother fucka John was holding his hoe back. "You know what FUCK you and your bitch. Don't call me, text me no damn more you asshole, " I said as I got in my car and left. I didn't know where I was going but I needed comfort. I text Jermaine telling him I was only my way and he said Ok.
When I pulled up to his house, he was right at the door. "Wassup, " he said and tears just pour from my eyes. He just caressed me in his arms and I felt the care and warmness. "What the nigga do and I know he did something to you" he said as he brought me in the house. He walked me to his room and I just sat next to him and cried in his arms. "I found out that bitch that I saw at the movie theaters with he been fucking her for a good minute. And I'm Like, what the fuck is wrong with me? Is it sex? Like what does she have that I don't have, " I said and he wiped my tears and out eyes met. "What you have is respect for yourself and you carry your own. You don't expect niggas to fuck you over but it just happens. You are beautiful and very unique and smart at that. You deserve better than to be treated like a piece of trash, " he said and pur eyes was just still locked on each other. I didn't know what to say or do. All I just saw was the love in his eyes. I just saw him getting closer and closer till our lips finally touched. It felt warm and tingly like it was a good thing to do. He pulled away and got up off the bed. "Sorry I didn't mean that to happen, " he said and I just was shocked that happened. "Its Ok I wanted it too, " I said as I grabbed my keys. "So I guess I'll see you at school, " he said and I nodded. I walked out his house and drove home wondering why that kiss was so different, so special and made me feel the way I feel now? I guess I'll find out when we get that time together again.
