Two weeks Later
Jermaine
It has been two weeks since I last saw Sabrina and let me tell you I havent been right. I been feeling so guilty and for what, I really dont know. I mean I wasnt sleeping with my ex. She calls me to talk about the damn baby. Yeah, she got pregnant but I dont know how by me though. I was just so mad that she left me without even listening to me and it was fucking with my mind. Like what if she's hiding something from me.
I walked into class not saying a word to anybody and I sat in the back. I was so tired and I had work tonight so I was trying to get as much sleep in as possible. I saw Sabrina walked into class but when she saw me she just immediately sat down all the way in the front. Damn, the shade is real. "So you not gonna say hi?" i asked her. No response. "Are you serious Sabrina?! You just left you dont even know the damn story. You didnt listen to me you just wanted me to leave you alone. Well if you still want that you got your damn wish! Im out," i said as i was about to walk out and she ran right passed me to the bathroom. Damn, I didnt mean to hurt her but she had to know how I felt. We need some time apart it would be the best.
Michelle
Yeah bitches Im back and I have a baby on the way. Im currently off and on with someone at the moment but I miss Jermaine. I know its his baby and he said we will talk about it tomorrow at the doctors office.
Im not jealous about the bitch he is with. I mean, Im glad for him I just want him to be with me. He deserves me. Im the piece of diamond not that bitch.
I drove up to Jermaine's job as Torrance stop me by calling me to his car. I used to fuck with him but he did so stupid shit and I dont like him now. "What do you want creature??" I asked him and he looked mad. "You know what you over here for dumb ass. What is wrong with you?" he asked me. "What you mean?" I asked him confused. "Why the fuck are you breaking Jermaine down? You know he was doing real fine without you fucking everybody and there dad but now you have to be joking about the pregnancy? How could it be his Michelle?! Ya havent been having sex or even seeing each other in Six Months?!" he spat at me and I was mad. How can he not believe me? Thats cray. "Let me tell you something dumb ass, Jermaine is the father and what you mean Im breaking him down?!" I asked him. "Im not with Sabrina bitch!" I heard Jermaine said as he walked over to where we were. "What?" i said and he punched the car door. "Why are you even here, all you here to do is tell everybody your pregnant by me right? Or no thats not even it, your here to ask for Sabrina number so you can tell her yourself? Well you got your fucking wish Im not with her because of you. She thinks Im fucking you when I hate you. I dont know how you back in my life like please just fucking go. How can i be the father of a child I dont even know I even made?! I never had sex with you without a condom dumb ass so how can I be the father?" He spat at me and I just looked at him hurt. He really thinks Im lying too. Damn what has this world come to?! "Fuck both of you I dont need your help I know your the father and Im not doubt about it," I said as i walked away and got back inside my car. I drove to my boyfriend house and got in his bed. I needed something to ease my pain.
(A week Later)
Sabrina
For the last three weeks I havent been right. Should I have listen to Jermaine than to give him my ass? I feel so terrible about it but he didnt have the right to lash at me like he did at school. I really didnt want to lose him and he made that possible.
I walked to his house and I notice he was home with another car infront of his house. I walked to his porch and knocked on the door. I see Torrance as he opened the door and I immediately hugged him. I missed seeing him and he hugged me back. "Ayo Maine, You have company man," as he motioned for me to come in the house. I walked in and I see Jermaine in front of the TV playing call of duty. He got up and he saw me. He really looked surprised to see me. "Can we talk?" I asked and he nodded. He paused the game and motioned for me to follow him upstairs to his room.
"I thought you wanted me to leave you alone?" he asked me. "I did but I didnt, I was hurt Jermaine. Why was that bitch calling you?" I spat at him and he sat down and he punched the night stand. "Sabrina Michelle has been calling me for the last couple of weeks unannounced. She's been telling me she's pregnant and that she wants us to be a family and stuff when you of all people should know I fucking hate her. I mean, how or why would I cheat on you for her?! Answer that," he asked as I stood there silent. "Exactly. Silence. Why happen that you trust me and that you love me but when you see my ex popping around all that shit goes out the window? You are being very brand new Sabrina, I swear," he said as he got up and looked out his window. "You think I didnt feel bad about not talking to you about it Jermaine? Even from what you said to me at school really fucked me up and you didnt even care you just left. Sorry if Im the one who always angering you," I said as I was about to walk out and he grabbed me. "Oh we're not done and if you walk out that must mean you really dont care. Im sorry about what I said to you at school, it was never my intentions to hurt you. And yes I did care but you didnt response to anything I said so how can I stay when you was completely throwing shade? I love you Sabrina but I dont know how we can be together and you dont trust me," he said . "I do trust you Jermaine it just... Im scared if I dont do something or if i get you mad like for these last three weeks, you would leave me to find somebody else. Like today you could of been with any other girl but yet you here talking to me," i said and he got close to me. He wiped the tears that fell from my eyes and he made me look at him. "That is love Sabrina," he said as he kissed me and I immediately kissed him back. "Im sorry, " I said as i mumbled against his lips. He pulled away and hugged me. "I missed you so much," he said. "I missed you too," I said and we walked downstairs. "Its gonna take sometime to get to us but you can stay tonight and I'll bring you home in the morning," he said and I nodded. I sat on the couch with Torrance and Jermaine playing call of duty. I soon just laid my head on Jermaine shoulder and I felt sleep consume me. Im glad its back to me and him.
