One Night

chapter 15

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chapter 15 

I was in the nursery staring around the room thinking of what I wanted to do to my daughter’s room.  I wanted to paint in a brown with baby pink boarders and a tree behind her crib with all of our names on the branches I had it all planed out. Plus this was a great distraction from blade.

 Jessie was organizing a meeting and all I had to do was say I am rejecting you as my mate and I could leave.  But a part of me didn’t want to reject him. But my wolf wanted to because he hurt her and she wants to protect her cub and I trust my wolf with my life.

I have to she’s part of me and she was telling me to do this. I just hope I would be able to find my second mate and he wouldn’t cheat and he would be able to except the baby and me.

  I walked over to the bags of stuff I bought the other night and just dumped them all on the floor and sat down I started to fold the clothes, blankets, hats, socks, washcloths, other things and put them into drawers that where on the floor.

“Hey how you doing”

I turned my head and looked at Jessie

“I feel like I failed you. You know that I think of you as an older brother and me getting pregnant at 18 just makes me feel like I failed you” I said looking away from him.

I just couldn’t look him in the eye his opinion was very important to me.

“You know when me and Niki first meet she had a boyfriend none of you guys and they were pregnant-“

“Wait I didn’t know that why didn’t you tell me” I said cutting him off

 “well she was from a different pack so no one knows but she lost the baby because she feel but I still excepted her but she didn’t want to take the baby away from its dad but he didn’t want the baby so she was going to get an abortion tell I told her that I wanted to be the dad we were going to keep the baby but we were out on a walk and she slipped on some ice and I have felt guilty every since” Jessie said

He was sitting by me know helping me fold

“I’m sorry” I said feeling bad that I was complaining that my mate cheated on me and I’m pregnant when he and Niki lost a baby.

“Don’t be we believe it was meant to happen I don’t want you to be sad I want you to be happy you are having a baby girl you should be happy everything will work out” Jessie said pulling me into a side hug

“Any way I’m hosting that blood moon ball so you may find your mate” he said chuckling

“Are you trying to set me up before I have even rejected my mate” I asked laughing

“Well yah” he said in a playful way

I smiled at him and laid my head on his shoulder

“It’s late why don’t you head to bed now my niece needs to sleep” Jessie said getting up

“Yah your right I’m tired any way” I said and yawned at the end

Jessie bends down and picked me up and carried me to my room he laid me down and covered me up and left the room

Everyone was staying at my house tell I rejected blade to make sure he didn’t come over and try to talk to me

I relaxed into my bed and thought about what was going to happen I closed my eyes and let sleep take over

DREAM

I saw myself holding a pink blanket with a baby wrapped in it I was on a rocking chair the sun was shining on us there was a figure in the door way leaning against it looking at us I looked up and smiled at the figure. And motion for the figure to come over with my hand the figure walked over and just before I got to see their face I wake up

End of dream

I laid there in bed I looked at the clock 2:21AM flashed in red numbers but know I had so much more going through my head now how was I going to sleep