One Night

Chapter 41

Hey so I am writing this over onto my iPod and uploading with the wattpad app my laptop won't connect to the wifi

chapter 40

"What do you mean you killed your parents they were killed by rouges you can't blame yourself love" Bentley said stroking my hand

"I'm not blaming myself because I really was the one to end my parents life the only ones that know this is the old alpha and Jessie and now you my parents were feeding information to an enemy pack I caught them and killed them they were going to attack my pack an kill everyone I knew they wouldn't let me and my parents live like they said they would and I didn't want my friends and pack mates to die so I killed my parents after getting all the information out of them about the attack. I was the one to maul them not rouges" I said no emotion at all I stared down at my lap not wanting to see the disgust in bentleys eyes or the look on his face

"Oh love" he said pulling me into his lap hugging me tightly to his body he started stroking my back and kissing the top of my head telling me he didn't care, that it was to protect my pack I did the right thing all kinds of things

Why would he still love me knowing what I did to my own parents i killed them without mercy

"Love I don't blame you or think different of you, you were trying to protect something important to you I am so proud of you" he whispered into my ear

I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him closer to me

"I love you Bentley" I said pulling away kissing him

"I love you to but to but since you opened up to me I feel it's only right I tell you about myself to" he said looking at me in the eye

"Okay"

"I grow up normal my dad trained me to take over as alpha mom loved me I had friends and went to school I played football I got my college degree early I got into SWAT 2 years ago as you know I'm 25 I'm staff sergeant but what you don't know is that I was engaged two years ago to Jessica from my pack it was my moms idea and I went along with it to make my mom happy since I hadn't found my mate at the time and I had been looking for years going to other packs looking but finding nothing but then I found out she was cheating so I called it off" Bentley said his face showed sadness when he said he agreed to marry her was he sad because she cheated or that he wasn't going to wait

It hurt to know that he was going to marry her but it was before he meet me and i kind of did the same to him with blade but I am glad he told me I wouldn't want to find out from her or someone else

"Okay"

"Are you mad" he asked

"A little sad but I understand it was before we meet"

All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain go throw my body I clinched my stomach the pain seemed to start there

"Love are you okay" Bentley asked panicked  

" I think s...ahhh it hurts" I yelled

"Hold on love" Bentley cooed picking me up carrying me to his truck he buckled me up and ran around getting in

We drove to the pack house were Bentley took me out and ran inside he was shouting out orders but I wasn't paying attention I was in to much pain to care

It felt like forever before I was laid down on a table and a doctor told me he was going to cut open my stomach at that point I realized I was in labor and needed a c section something I never thought about but I was only 7 months it was to early I started crying I was a bad mom I couldn't even carry my baby the full 9 months

I didn't remember much of them cutting me open accept Bentley telling me it was all okay

Then I heard the most wonderful sound in the world I heard my baby cry I watched as Bentley cut the cord and the doctor clean her up and pass her to Bentley he was crying looking at her he walked over and laid her in my arms she was beautiful bright blue eyes light brown hair little rossy cheeks she looked beautiful she was asleep 

"What are you going to name her" the doctor asked holding a clip board

I looked to Bentley to make sure he was still okay with the name I picked he just smiled and nodded

"Payton Sawyer Adkins"