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{ umm, i guess click off if you dont wanna hear me talk about my confusing ass self and sexuality problems }

so after i got out of the shower, i went into my bedroom and put on a bra and stared in the mirror..... there was a laundry basket in my room, there was socks and panties and boxers, on the top. i hesitantly grabbed a pair of boxers and slipped them onto my body and when back to the mirror. this time in a black lace bra and boxers, and i kinda felt comfortable in the boxers. like comfortable new a .... new way, a ..good way, i think. i have thought about wearing boxers before and i just suppressed the idea, until tonight. i dont know how to feel now, i like the feeling of them and i have felt pan before.... its just i dont know. it didnt just start either, i have felt a little pan for kinda a little while now but, im am just way confused now and i have never like labels.  i need a thing. i dont feel like anything, really. i am just a person. i like to wear bras and panties and feel sexy and stuff but, also i like to wear boxers and button up flannels and wear my hair back, and look at girls and things.                

                                                                       i d o n ' t k n o w  a n y m o r e 

(sorry, for put this on here i just needed to get it out.  btw still in the boxers, under my onesie.  laying on my bed now, confused as f u c k)              

:)

you deserve that smiley face if you made it through my confusing shit.