Baby AJ

SIX - ...Sorry

Allen Jones POV

"AJ! AJ! ALLEN!! Listen to me!!" After a while Chris tried to talk to me.. I didn't want to deal with him and well.. I didn't want him to see me crying. I see my reflection off my phone screen.. I look like a mess. All of a sudden Chris managed to get the blanket off of me.

"Hey.. what's wrong, I'm so sorry!" Chris then started whipping my tears.. why was he like this.. so caring!
"D-don't be.. I am."
"Why you were right.. I've only dated whores and I don't actually know what real love is.. I want to but I guess I love the wrong things."
"L-let's never fight a-again."
"Got it." He lift me off my bed
"W-wait promise m-me you'll b-be like this at s-chool."
"Um.. I'll try."
"W-what do you m-mean?"
"I just don't want to be bullied.. but I'll make sure you won't get bullied!"
"W-wow um.. ok!" That wasn't a good deal at all.. I want a friend not loneliness. Might as well make the best out of Chris living with me..
Later that night our parents went on another date leaving us home alone. We didn't really know what to do except talk and get to know each other more. The way he was acting.. kinda flirty? It kinda turned me on. Then I kept thinking about that day.. the day and time in the car..
"H-hey I'm sorry b-but can I ask you a some what p-personal question?"
"Um yeah, sure. What's up?"
"T-the day in the c-car.. you asked m-me if I was g-gay but.. are you?"
"Well.. I'm not sure how to answer that."
"H-how.. w-why?"
"Well you still haven't told me."
"F-fine well I'm n-not sure.. I might be but I d-don't wanna disappoint momma."
"Really.. Well I am gay I know that for sure but.. my dad would kill me and I feel like all my friends and everyone else will hate me.."
"W-well.. I won't and screw all of them for not letting you be happy!" Chris grabbed me right after I said that and hugged me tightly. It felt nice..
"Thank you.. so fucking much."
"Y-you're welcome but, h-how do you know that you're gay.. h-how are you s-sure?"
"Well everyone has different ways," he put his finger lightly in my hair moving it out of my face "you'll just know when you know." Then he smiled at me. I was frozen. Wow how does he do these things to me?
"H-how did you f-find out?"
Chris chuckled a bit, "I've only found men attractive.." gosh.. this feeling isn't going away.. it's getting stronger... I want to kiss Chris badly.
"U-umm h-have you ever been with a m-man..?"
"No sadly.. but I wish." His eyes sparkled as he said that. He got close and I could feel the heat from Chris's body.. it was that same atmosphere, is this Love? So close.. we were so close! Until we heard our parents.. they bursted threw the door arguing.. I couldn't understand I just knew they were mad. Chris just rolled his eyes then went to my room.. like he was use to it. This was different from the fights my parents used to have.. way different. All of a sudden momma yelled at me to go to my room. I went right away. Chris was just in there on his phone calmly.
"W-what's happening?"
"They're fighting."
"No t-they aren't.. t-that's not f-fighting."
"Ok well arguing. My mom and dad use to all the time before there divorce."
"O-oh."
"Yeah it's the worst they did it everyday so I got used to it."
"O-oh.. my d-dad use to a-abuse my mom.. and m-me.." I tried to hold the tears while saying that. Chris came up to me and hugged me tightly. It actually felt good and.. right. I felt safe for once in my life and I didn't want him to let go.. after a while we were staring at each other like we we're going to kiss again.. Chris's dad ran in..
"CHRIS IM LEAVING FOR THE NIGHT! You can stay here so you have a somewhere to stay." Wow um.. at least he could stay..? Chris didn't seemed sad, angry, or confused at all!
"I'm actually used to this."
"I-I'm Sorry."
"No it's fine.. it's not at all as bad as what your dad was doing."
"Y-yeah I guess.. a-anyways um g-good night."
"Oh ok well goodnight."

(A/N: ugh I'm so sorry I took forever to post this >_<)