Baby AJ

EIGHT- Go or Stay?

Allen Jones POV
I was holding Chris. The moment.. it was intense.. new.. special. A moment I won't EVER forget. I felt so special. Chris got closer to me it was a surreal moment. I couldn't even believe it.. was he going to kiss me?

I still don't know how I feel about him plus I've never been kissed. So many thoughts were going threw my mind before I finally got my decision and knew what I was going to do. As I realized I noticed my room door opening.. I froze and dropped Chris.

"Ow!" Chris said as he was dropped.
"W-what's happening?" My mom asked, "Chris, AJ?"

I was frozen I couldn't respond and Chris just looked worried.

"Chris have you gotten ahold of your dad?"
"Uh n-no."
"Well keep trying. I don't think it's appropriate you're here."
"O-oh ok then.."

My mom left leaving the door open. It was silent until Chris spoke

"I'm sorry. Very sorry.."
"It's fine.."
"Just I didn't mean too.. I was just.. caught up in the moment."
"I-it's fine Chris. I'm sorry."
"Why?"
"Because i-I don't know h-how I .. how I feel."
"..oh. I-it's fine." Chris then got up and called his dad. He answered. "My dad says he's on his way."
"Ok."

That's it Chris was about to leave and momma was mad.. I really don't know how I feel and well I'm scared of what I think it is.. I'm so confused about me but I have no idea what Chris thinks. When we were in the moment I thought I had all the answers, I realized everything! But now I'm confused again.

"C-Chris?"
"Yeah?"
"H-how do you f-feel?"

I was expecting a quick answer but instead Chris just froze with his back turned to me. I messed up. Why would I ask that and except him to ans-

"I feel lost.. trapped.. kinda lied to. AJ you make me feel.. special. I feel like a different person around you. I-I am a different person around you. You're so cute and I.. I just feel accepted around you. Well except for right now.. AJ I'm in love with you. I love Allen Jones... I was expecting this to be special I really was expecting a kiss. I thought you wanted that. I thought you wanted the kiss."
"Chris I-"
"AJ I know you don't want to be more than friends. I know you aren't gay and if you are I know you're going to hide it so just be glad my dads coming. Let's just leave it there."
"CHRIS! I've been confused about my feelings my whole life and y-you just made them even more confused. You think I didn't want to kiss?? Seriously!? I haven't had the pleasure of being popular enough to know what a kiss is like or what relationships are like. In that moment I was definitely going to kiss you. I wanted too. A-and then y-you kissing my neck, well.. actually felt nice.. CHRIS I DONT WANT YOU TO GO! Y-you're just s-so confusing. If you're so in love with me.. t-then.. THEN PROVE IT!"

After that everything stopped we both froze.. I don't think either one of us was expecting me to say that. I felt my tears start falling. Of all times I always cry at the worst times. But me crying wasn't the worst part, the worst part was Chris couldn't prove anything to me he was just frozen.

"S-see.. n-now hurry a-and pack your b-bags and j-just leave.. y-you might as well g-go back to treating me l-like shit too." Then I stormed to my bed and hid under my blanket. Chris just started packing .. I think I feel

Heart broken..?