"Okay, how about this? One musical equals one secret of yours."
"That means you have to listen to a load of songs, about twenty five, just for one of my secrets."
"Is that bad?"
"It depends. Are you able to sit through heartbreak, trama, suicides an...
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"So."
"So."
"So, we're back to square one, huh?"
"Don't act all shy Christopher. You know that all of this is a mess because you can't make up your mind. You're like that stupid Justin Bieber song my little brother plays to annoy my parents and me."
"Oh, so we're getting straight into the insults then. Well, can I just defend myself before you roast me into the oblivion?"
"Be my guest. I wouldn't get too cosy though Redmond."
"O-Okay."
"......"
"......"
"......"
"........W-Well, I just want to tell you how s-sorry I am. For putting you in a situation where you feel like you have to dislike me and put out f-friendship in jeopardy. I never meant to make you feel that way Autumn, believe me."
"......"
"A-And since you seem to look like you won't change your mind about me, I'll just....lay it all out there before I walk out of your life, just as I know you'll want."
"Go on."
"Alright. Here it goes.......I, Christopher Redmond, am and have always been in love with you Autumn Finley Parker. Since the sixth grade."
"You've already said this Christopher. I don't understand-"
"I know you don't! You're probably thinking, "this idiot has already told me everything and has lied to me about it. why should I trust him?" and you have every right to think that. But, I swear on Cameron's secret stash of signed playbills that I am telling you the truth. I am deeply in love with you. You are like the Katherine Plumber to my Jack Kelly. Expect my version of Jack Kelly is more awkward and not as smooth. Also, I'm not Jeremy Jordan. A-Anyways, I'm in love with you. I love the way you bite your lip when you're in deep concentration o-or when you smile that beautiful smile of yours that can light up a damn city or when you laugh that really loud laugh that causes you t-to tip your head back and snort just a bit and make you scrunch up your nose. Wow, that is just.....music to my ears. And I listen to a lot of music."
"Christopher...."
"I know. You probably don't believe me. I've hurt you, badly and I wish I could erase that pain. If I could. I would do it in a heartbeat. Autumn, I kissed you because you're so adorable when you ramble and you wouldn't shut up and I thought, wow, she's such a cutie, right while I was trying to figure out how to make you shut up a-and I just.......I just....."
"Kissed me?"
"Yeah. I did, didn't I?"
"You did."
"A-And I'm so so sorry for that and everything that followed. I guess my feelings and my fear got in the way."
"Fear?"
"I-I uh........That this was all one sided."
".........Christopher."
"Please don't lie to me Autumn. I-I don't want you to lie to me that all of this could of b-"
"......"
"......"
"......"
"......"
"You talk too much, geez."
".....wait, what just happened?" ______________________
random concept that just popped up in my head as I wrote this: a spinoff book with one of christopher's besties and a cool disney loving girl.
because i'm honestly down for that concept. just saying.
also, thIS WHOLE CHAPTER MADE ME EMOTIONAL
LIKE, CHRISTOPHER'S CONFESSION HAS ME DEAD WHAT A CUTIE 😍😍❤️😭
(get me a guy like that, like honestly 😭😍)
- melancholymacaron 😇✨
(p.s: guys, shawn mendes' new songs have me sobbing wow i'm so pumped for this new album ❤️)
