• Here Comes A Thought •

• Feeling Down •

I'm surrounded by people
Yet I still feel alone
Everything's broken
I actually want my heart to be stone
But my heart is still beating
I'm feeling unwanted feelings
And people keep leaving
I just can't stop screaming
I'm crying
Dying
But people aren't believing me
I'm drowned out by the melodies
The melodies that keep me sain
God damn it world, this is messing with my brain
Happiness is what I fail to maintain .
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||A/N: So, I'm fucking pissed because I just poured my heart out, but my dumb ass deleted it by accident. I've never like showed my emotions online, so I'm very hesitant to post it. Anyways, what I was trying to say, is that I haven't been doing too good for the past few weeks. I've been mentally challenged. Not in the disorderly way, but just the fact that I have a few unpleasant wars going on in my head right now just makes me a bit destroyed, and that's why I haven't been posting. I've always given up on my stories. I've never felt satisfied with them and when I started my poetry book, and did that first poem for that contest...getting first place was awesome. The comments were awesome and it wasn't about the prize, it was the reassurance that I was good enough. Now, I'm still not out of this slump, and yeah, it's messing with my brain and how I think of things. I'll try to post, because trust me I want to. Reading the cute little comments some of you give me is amazing. Like you don't even have to follow me, vote, or comment, I just love the fact that you've read my thoughts. For the commenters, thank you. These three lovely people comment almost every time and I love them dearly.
Fabulous1611
Oneofakindbelike
VforViper
If I missed you, I'm sorry, but thank you. I might spam depressing poems, but I promise, soon I'll be back to the bashing of society and sharing my point of view on things. Okay, ima stop being sappy. There aren't much of you supporting this account, but it's just enough. (:
~xx, B