To Be Human

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What I'm searching for

Is something felt in the marrow.

A reverberant hum

To strike my heart

And set my mind free.


So I stood on a ship

Among a fleet, all scattered

Like fireflies swinging

Their bodies around and around

Pouring their eyes in the water

Trying to see

Whatever leviathan truth

Slumbered numbly

Like an afternoon shadow

Sleeping under the sun.


I've heard whispers of feelings that

Fluttered like orange petals,

Flapping like dreams through my ears.

My living daze stirred

And I saw birds eating through

Clouds that swarmed like

A breathing blanket.


It's times like these

When I feel disseminate.

Like I was born with all my

Soul's murmurings scattered

Like a shattered web.

My dreams lie in skies unseen through my eyes,

My hopes seem buried and choked in mountains,

My feelings bleed in seas, steeped deep

Within currents that sweep torrents through my hair.

Such a life, I worry, can only be spent

Checking pulses, counting fingers,

Trying to decide if living my life in some stark fantasy

Is more real than living to feel my marrow.

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