love me already- IAH

six

the bus pulled up to jonathan's stop and we both exited the bus. 

"where is your place?" i asked, standing awfully close to him

"i believe it is about a ten-minute walk from here, that way" he pointed to his left

i nodded and started to walk next to him, our hands gently grazing against each other's every once in a while. it made me blush.

we had mostly small talk on the way there.

but all he wanted to talk about was his girlfriend. she had short blonde hair, freckles, round glasses and perfectly straight teeth

as soon as we got there, i was introduced to his mother

"mom!" jonathan called

"i have a friend over!" he walked in the kitchen to the sight of his mom unpacking silverware

"oh hello! i'm jonathan's mom! you can call me stacy. aw, you're adorable. jonathan look at his red hair!" 

i giggled and blushed deeply

"well, i won't keep you two. keep the door cracked!" 

jonathan nodded, "yes mom"

i followed him down the hall and up a tall staircase to his room. he opened the door to a plain beige room with only a bed, a desk, and a dresser.

"the rest of my stuff is in those boxes" he pointed to five brown boxes in the corner of his room

"well i guess i should help you" i smiled, trying to be as sweet as possible

i set my backpack down next to his bed and unzipped it. i pulled out my pair of scissors. i took off the sweater to my uniform, because it was hot of course. 

jonathan did the same, but he pulled off his whole shirt instead

my face turned bright red as he was doing so. i started to breathe faster.

"ready?" he asked, itching his arm

"i-i need to go the ba-bathroom," i said, my voice cracking mid-sentence 

and i ran out

i ran into the bathroom and locked the door

i leaned my back against the wall in slid down, curling up into a ball

i was so gay. gay for a boy i just met.