love me already- IAH

nine

warning: extreme cuteness

"can you come up here with me?"

i sat there for a second before slowly standing up

i gulped, of course, being the nervous boy i am, and opened up the covers 

i slid my body underneath them and pulled the covers up over my shoulders

lighting struck again. boom. i flinched again, this times, accidentally brushing my hand against jonathan's  

"you can hold my hand if you want," he said in a whisper

i nodded and slid my hand towards his

our hands connected immediately

my hand fit perfectly into his. it felt so right

i rolled over on my side and he pulled my hand to his chest

i cuddled up close to him. he did the same

"sh-sherwin?" he stuttered

"yeah?" i asked nervously

"would you-" he sighed before starting again. "would you--- nevermind"

"o-oh. okay" i shrugged and closed my eyes

+

it had been 30 minutes. i can't fall asleep. our hands were still connected. i loved every second of it

he rolled over to face me, knowing i was still awake

our face were centimeters apart

"i feel-" he gulped. "i feel like i want to kiss you right now"

i blushed deeply. i know he was blushing too. i couldn't see it, but i knew

my breath hitched as he said those words. i had never kissed anyone before. i didn't know how

"may i?" he raised his empty hand to my rosy cheek

i took a second to think

my first kiss. is this who i wanted to give it too? yes. the answer was yes

a/n: hehe cliffhanger. i'm sorry :'). 

so, this is kinda important. so i didn't know if my readers would be comfortable with it, so i thought i would ask. should i add smut into this book? should i mark this book mature?

second, it would mean SOOOO much to me, if you read my reddie book, and my "me" book.

i don't want to delete my reddie book because i worked really hard on it

i feel like my readers would enjoy my "me" book because it is basically true stories about my life. they are very interesting too ;) hehe but seriously, please go give them a read. you won't be disappointed

thank you!! enjoy the olympics!