Kylo Ren One Shots

Our loss

"there's no more hope for them. the final ship will run out of fuel and once we fire upon it, you will truly be alone" the heavy voice said from outside the containment cell. "But there's hope for you, you don't have to die like them," it came back with a touch of softness. "I am not what you envision. there is so much you wouldn't dare want to know," i replied with a mumble the ache in my chest stealing my will to speak up. "You don't have to die, you can live...with me. I can keep you from meeting the same fate. you don't remember because they took your-" The dark haired man paused, clenching his fist. "Memories. Please, Stay with me, don't make me kill you, i couldn't live with myself if i did," The emotions swelled in his dark brown eyes and i felt a tug at my heart as i stood up. i walked over to him where his forehead was pressed between the bars and stuck my hand through the bars to run it in his hair. A small smile played on his lips. "You are meant to be mine. I can't believe you don't remember any of it" He whispered softly as his hand caressed my face gently. "Can you make me remember?" i asked quietly and our eyes met instantly. "I could force it out of you, but that's torture and the last thing i want to do is put you through something like that" The closeness between us was comforting, like it was meant to be. "Do it," i spoke up. "W-What?" My command was a shock to him. "Make me remember." i added. "I told you i won't do that to you-" i cut him off by placing a small kiss to his lips. "Make me remember, please, and then I'll stay with you," i tried to negotiate with him. "It may not work," He added with a huff as he stepped back from the bars but he caught my hand before i pulled it back. "Just try, Please. i hate knowing that there is so much more between us than i remember," I pleaded. "Fine but you must do whatever i say, no questions asked," He set his Jaw and plastered on an angry expression as he stormed off. "GET ME A CELL EXTRACTION NOW!" i eventually heard...his voice cut through the still air. "Yes, Supreme leader!" someone barked back and the sound of footsteps approaching made me jump back away from the bars. "EXTRACTION ON CELL 184!" the trooper yelled as the door began to slide open and It entered to place my hands in heavy metal cuffs. "Where to sir?" the trooper asked once he dragged me out of the cell. I immediately felt extremely vulnerable as the trooper handed me off to the dark haired man. He purposely yanked me hard as we began to storm away. Once outside the prisoner block, our paced slowed and the cuffs were discarded. "Thanks" i whispered softly. the walked between us was silence except for the few groans as i did not recognize certain things or areas. "oh?" i finally spoke up as he typed in a code to open a heavy black door. i realized that there were no other doors around like the previous hallways. he pulled me inside but did not let me look around. "sit, cross your legs" his voice was cold but it seemed that it was natural for him to speak that way. i sat down facing a large window that looked out upon the beautiful galaxy. i was mesmerized by it that i didn't notice the body behind me. Two arms pulled me closer to his warm body but before i could protest my back was pressed against his chest. "I'll try to do this painlessly but tell me if it gets too much, there's no shame if you can't take it anymore," his warm breath was on my neck before one of his hands rested on my temple and the other on the opposite side but down on my neck. "Don't resist. the more you resist the more time, energy and pain there will be," He whispered and i shivered as a streak of cold ran down my spine. pain? i tensed up momentarily but another cool wave washed over me. "Who am i?" the deep throaty voice asked. "I don't know," i whispered. "Yes, You do. Who am I?" i felt an increasing pressure in my mind but it didn't hurt. "I-I don't-" i stopped abruptly, squeezing my eyes closed as pain erupted behind me eyes. "Ahhhhh! K-Kylo stop!" i cried out and his hand let go of my face. "Who am i?" He asked and i looked up at him. "Kylo...Zen?" the last part was still fuzzy. "Its ok, lets try again," Kylo's large hands pressed firmly to my head and neck again but this time i was met with a strong sharp pain. i cried out but Kylo's hand stayed firm on my head. "Stop! Please! Kylo Stop!" i cried, tears streaming down my face as painful images flashed behind my eyes. "PLEASE!" i yelled and his hands broke contact with my head. i put my head in my hands, crying not because of the pain, but because it didn't reveal anything. "One more time, let me try something," I heard his husky voice ask softly. i nodded and wiped my tears as he placed his large hands on my head again. i was struck with electric as Kylo pulled me tightly to his chest. "Please remember," he whispered before my mind went dark....

'I could kill Hux!" a girl with dark brown hair growled as she stormed into the room. The Point of View looked up at her, from a book. She was pissed, so pissed that she looked beautiful. it was rare to see her that mad but from the man's eyes he wanted nothing more than to see how angry she could get. Of course, he wouldn't tempt the beast like that. Instead he closed the 'Book of Sith' and made his way over to her as she set the black handle next to his on the bed stand. his hands ran over her partially uncovered shoulder of her uniform- which was much like his but feminine. "I'm sorry love. what did he do this time?" the man asked as he wrapped his arms around her waist. "It's what he didn't do!" she wanted to pull from his hold and break the nearest lamp but he wouldn't let her go. "I'm sorry, we can kill him tomorrow, What do you want for dinner? i was about to place the order," he grabbed the sheet of the daily dinner aboard the Finalizer from the nearby table. "I'll take the Steak, Rare, with Spinach and Potatoes" she sighed and signed the order form. "Go take a shower, it'll be here by then" He kissed her forehead softly and left while she headed towards the bathroom...

"Who are they?" i asked as soon ad i had my voice back. "They're you and me, just a few weeks ago before that Scavenger messed with your memories" Kylo said softly. "Oh...I'm sorry then... i don't remember." my head dropped and his hands moved to wrap around my waist like he did the girl- who is me- i just don't recognize any of it. "I'm so sorry" i felt tears run down my cheeks. "Don't worry about it," he mumbled. "A-are you going to get rid of me?" i blurted out and he moved until he sat in front of me. "Never," Kylo Vowed. "You are still the same person, you just don't remember anything we did together. I'll just have to do everything again, maybe even fix a few things i shouldn't done" a small smirk grazed his lips. "Am I still a prisoner?" i asked. "Kind of, i have to prove you really don't remember anything and that your actions against the 1st order were influenced greatly because you had no memory of who you actually are" he explained in brief. "Do i have to go back to the Cell?" i bit my lip. "No, not tonight. you can stay if you wish" Kylo said and he stood up, eventually helping me to my feet. "Again, I am so sorry-" Kylo stopped me as he pulled me into his strong arms. "You'll be back to yourself soon," he kissed my hair before someone interrupted us...

[ 5 days later, after her trial ]

"Let's see what you remember naturally," Kylo threw me a Black staff and took one for himself. "Don't hold back. if i don't remember, i still have to learn it," i gave him a small nod before he lunged forward ready to strike me in the thigh. i blocked his taff with mine and we began to counter each others moves. "Good, your reacting normally," i heard him praise as i ducked under his swift swing but he managed to get behind me and whacked my upside the head. the crack resonated through the training room and i fell back as another blow swiped my legs from underneath me. "Wait!" i yelled and Kylo paused, breathing heavily. i rubbed the sore spot only to pull my hand away and see it was covered with crimson. "Oh shit," i heard the staff hit the floor and Kylo's hands were on my head, gently pulling the hair away from the seeping blood. "I didn't think i hit you that hard," he growled under his breath before grabbing by my upper arm. We headed out of the training room, blood rushing down the side of my face. "I should have saw that coming" i muttered and Kylo heard me but for the moment he chose not to respond. We ended up back in 'our' shared room. I sat down on the bed as Kylo called a Medical droid to the room. it eventually came and began to stitch up the bloody gash. "I shouldn't have went so hard off the bat," I heard Kylo say as the droid was done in under a few minutes. my hair was still there but i was left with peaks of black material showing through on my scalp. "Don't worry about it Kylo, mistakes happen,"i tried to comfort him but he wouldn't look at me. "Its ok Kylo...please look at me" i placed my hand on his back as he sat next to me on the bed. "It's not ok. you don't remember but i did the same damn thing to you the 1st time we trained with staffs...and i left you alone, bleeding as you stumbled to the Medical Bay," His head was in his hands. "Kylo, Please, don't beat yourself up over this-" he silenced me as his hand rested on my thigh. "You loved me because of my rough edges...you fell in love with a monster and every mistake i made you fall deeper in love because you wanted to help me, to fix me...i can't hurt you like that again," He looked at me soft eyes...