Bex Mack: Story of Bexs life!

Deep thoughts

It's Monday.
Time for school.
I now even dread going to school even more.
Especially now that Melody is going through the same thing.
As I got up and did my morning routine I started to head downstairs.
Mei: "Bex!!! Wow!! Umm red hair now? Nice I guess."
Uh oh.
I felt sick.
I started to panic.
Dad: "Bex, why don't you come down and hug her?"
I went down to give her a hug.
Even though I have a small bump and it would be a surprise is Mei said something, I still panicked.
Ling: "Bex! My cousin!! Nice to see you!!"
Now I felt even more sick.
I gave her a hug then stood there like I just found out one of my parents got into a huge accident.
Mei: "No boyfriend? I heard he left you. That's ok... maybe my daughter can give you advice since you know she's married..."
I ignored her.
But my mom didn't.
Before My Dad could grab her she went up to my Aunt.
Mom: "Ok... that's enough... we don't need to rub your daughters marriage in our faces we know!"
Mei: "Sure you do, I'm just very proud of my daughter. And I mean I'm guessing Her boyfriend left her... I mean you sis, had a hard time finding a guy...*Dad whispers to my mom... 'you're ok...' I'm just saying.. if Bex takes advice from my daughter, in no time she will have a much better guy! She needs to learn before things get to far... You know, before she gets pregnant..."
It all came out.
I threw up everywhere.
Ling: "OH MY GOD EWWWWWWW MOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM."
Dad: "Bex!!"
Mom: "REBECCA!"
Mei: "...."
Tears started to stream down my face.
"I'm sorry... I really am...."
Ling: " MOM DO SOMETHING I FEEL SICK!! I DONT WANNA CATCH THE FLU EWWWW GET ME AWAY."
Mei: "Celia, why didn't you tell us she was sick?!"
Mom: "She's not sick..."
I started to cry even more.
Mei: "Whats going on?"
Ling: "oh my god... I just realized..."
Mei: "Ling just not now.... we will worry about you later."
Ling: "No mo-"
Mei: "Ling! Not now!! I'm trying to yell at your aunt!!"
Ling: "No mom!! Don't you see??? Bex, she threw up right as you said "before she gets pregnant" isn't that a little weird?"
Mei: "Oh...."
I felt sick once again.
Mom: "Bex, come lets go to school, it's probably just something you ate."
I didn't care what we were doing... I just wanted to disappear from this earth.
I started to walk off and get my backpack.
Dad: "No. Celia... She's not going....Bex stay."
"Dad its fine...."
Mei: "Can someone please tell me what's going on?!"
Mom: "Ham, it's fine... Bex go."
I started to walk off again.
Dad: "Bex! Stay! she's sick..."
I stopped.
Mom: "Ham!!! She's fine!!! I just want to get out of the house before me or her say she's pregnant."
This time I ran to the bathroom.
While I was hurling in the toilet I heard my moms and aunts conversation.
Mei: "Well, I guess someone's bad at enforcing rules..."
Mom: "Mei! Just stop!! I didn't want this to happen ok?"
Mei: "Then you could've stopped it."
Mom: "Mei, I really couldn't!! I'm upset about this too!"
Mei: "This is why I wanted you to move closer, if you're daughter lived closer, none of this would've happened!"
Mom: "MEI! I SAID I DIDNT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN! You can just leave!!! Yes I'm disappointed in my daughter!! I'm upset with her and don't really want to deal with her anymore.... so if you really want... Take her!!"
As she said that I was standing in front of the stairs where they all were.
Dad: "Celia....."
Mei: "ok! Time to go!!"
Mom: "oh my god...."
"Really? You really want me out? You don't wanna see me? Fine."
I ran upstairs as fast as I could I could hear my mom say "Bex.... I didn't..." I didn't want to hear the rest.
I went to my room and slammed my door.
I locked it and the bathroom door.
Dark and deep thoughts came into my head.
'Nobody likes you'
'Bowie will never come back'
'You're gonna be the worst mom'
I heard my dad pounding on the door asking to come in.
I ignored and kept on crying.
Am I mistake?
What should I do?
I hated myself.
I cried even more as I kept re thinking those thoughts.
After about 10 minuets things started to get fuzzy.
I finally calm down.
My dad is trying to figure a way to get in but at this point I don't care.
I'm finally gonna be in my Own world.
Good thoughts came back as I was half asleep.
After a few minutes I was out.
Hopefully when I wake up everything will be better.