I'm scared of you'll find when you see them thoughts that haunt my mind
but their all mine
and I swear I'm not okaysomeone save me from myself. the storm is up and running
and why should you believe me? I am after all so fucking cunning
and I'm terrified of what you'll think when I breakdown and begin to scream.
and I got a couple pills so even if she wanted to grill my heart she'd be lost in the dark
as I can't fuckin feel shit, you bitch.
go away go away come again an other day
go away go away let me be alone to medicate. the pain
go away go away let me down and other day.
go away go away I'll regret the razor an other day
but not today
this is a song I'm actually pretty proud of it lol
YOU ARE READING
my butterfly
Poetrypoems I write poetry is like my only escape and way to deal with shit going around in my life. Much better than cutting in my opinion so yeah they may not be the best you have been warned