I try and I try again. I replaced hope for the knifes and ropes hanging on my door. everytime , I look at you I have to decide whether or not to finally jump of the chair
Hope has become my addiction they say peer pressure is what causes the use. But for me it was always you and everyone else that shoved me into the monster that is hope
See I learned from you that what doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead
NO they say to dreaming to hoping for an end
See you said that hope was a god that one day she'd find me and she would guide me through the night before my eyes
But what you didn't say was hope was a fallen hod thanks to a more powerful god known today as depression
And no madder how I drown on a wave of antidepressants the size of a mountain rage they may fix my brain but they will never fix the heart you broke
And you laugh and say to stay alive that our teens are the best time or our life's but you never see the kid's who have to block all of the words being bombarded at them because one simple
I love you
broke them .
YOU ARE READING
my butterfly
Poetrypoems I write poetry is like my only escape and way to deal with shit going around in my life. Much better than cutting in my opinion so yeah they may not be the best you have been warned
