Guilt

Hate

I hate myself

I hate myself more and more

Than I ever did

Before.

I stole into others

Happiness,

I hid those terrible truths,

I listened to your secrets.

I only watched

When you cried,

Ieft you when you were lost,

Hid from the darkest

Parts

Of

Your

Heart.

I knew

I could offer,

Nothing.

But I

Pretended

That was enough.

I would trade ten

Years of my

Love,joy,devotion

And happiness.

For one single smile.

Your

tears,

Tore at my heart

As you sat,

Among flames

And darkness.

I sat,

I stared.

At tears in your

Eyes.

I hate you for hiding

The things that

Hurt.

I hate you for

Staying

Strong.

I hate you for

The fake

Smile.

I hate the secrets,

I hope one day

One day,

You

will

Share.

And know that,

I will listen

—————

I still remember.

Xoxo

-Lexi