Is That You, Louis?- Larry AU-

9. Stupidity.

A/N: Surprise is coming soon, so stay tuned!

~Hunter xx.

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“Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why did I do that?” Louis muttered as he walked into the house and plopped right in front of the piano. He mashed his forehead onto the keys and it made a horrid noise throughout the house. He bangs his head on the keys, for what he doesn’t even know, before he sister comes into the room and makes him stop.

“Okay, you only do this when you’ve done something wrong or stupid. So, spill.”

“We almost kissed,” Louis whispered with his head not looking at his sister, but where his fingers were lightly touching the keys.

“Okay, almost kiss, what happened?”

“We were on the ferris wheel and we both leaned in, but the stupid conductor of it jolted it forward. I was the one who moved away from Harry and now I feel stupid.”

“Lou, don’t feel stupid, you were scared. Don’t worry about it, okay? Just do what you usually do, play your emotions out.”

“I know, this is why I sat here, now I just need to think of something to play.”

“Okay, just don’t play what’s here,” She pointed to his head, “But, play what’s in there,” pointing to his heart before she got up and went somewhere else in the house.

All that Louis could feel was Harry, how those lips would have felt pressed against his own. How his hands would have threaded though those curls, or the tiny curls on the back of Harry’s neck. Oh, how he wished he could have felt his tongue tracing his bottom lip to where he would have let him in. The feeling of their tongues sliding together, and Louis felt weird. He banged his fist on the keyboard once more before he stopped.

He propped himself on his left elbow and placed his head in his hand while he played a few keys with his right hand. He pressed down on a combination of the keys, and a melody came to his mind. He started to play, and he instantly had the melody down. He quickly got paper and wrote down the notes, now he just has to come up with the words.

He thought and thought, but then he smiled as the lyrics came to his mind.

You say love is what you put into it

You say that I'm losing my will

Don't you know that you're all that I think about?

You make up a half of the whole

He knew that the label would eat this song up, he finished off with the song, and he titled it “Already Home.” He left it on the piano and went upstairs to slip under the covers.

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“Harry, you’re home early,” His mother greeted him as he walked through the door, she noticed that he didn’t wear his normal smile, “Everything okay?”

“I don’t want to talk about it,”  He continued walking through the house and went into the kitchen to get a water before he headed into his room for the rest of eternity.

He walked out of the kitchen to only be met with his mother, “Why won’t you tell me what’s wrong? Was it something with Louis?”

That’s when his mom saw a tear trickle out of his eye, “Mom, I ruined everything.” He leaned down and cried into his mother’s shoulder, something he hadn’t done since he was 14. She sighed as she rubbed circles in his back as she let him softly cry.

“Now, tell me what happened.” Harry explained to his mom what had happened and she laughed.

“What, why are you laughing?”

“Because you didn’t ruin everything, It may look like you did, but you two are just starting to realize all of these bottled up feelings that its going to take awhile to get comfortable with yourselves. But, I can assure you that you did not mess up anything.”

“I just don’t want it to be awkward, you know how I am in awkward situations.”

“Then don’t let it be awkward, just let the past be the past and move on. Focus on trying to get that boy to prom, alright?”

“Yeah, thanks mom.” Harry kissed her forehead as he walked into his room and thought about what he can’t wait to do once he learns the rest of the song on the piano.