[Jade pov]
I woke up in my bed as usual, except I had an arm draped over my waist. I slowly peered over to see my younger band mate Perrie lying there. Slowly I got up and changed out of my pyjamas. Do I actually have feelings for this girl? I thought. I mean I had liked her since we met at the beginning of the show. I wasn't sure if it could go on though, I mean, we're meant to be in a band together! Oh well.
"Jadey come back to bed!" groaned Perrie from over my shoulder. I turned to face her,
"Perrie we've got rehearsal in half an hour, I need to get ready. You probably should as well." she huffed and rolled over, facing the wall. I walked over and gave her a quick peck on the cheek.
"Come on lazy," I said kissing her once more. Now that got her going.
We had been seeing each other for a week and Perrie had practically moved in. So far we hadn't told anyone, in fear that it might ruin our chances of winning X factor. One night, whilst we were kissing, a thought occurred to me. Could I keep doing this? Hiding from the public? Lately, I'm just too tired of pretending.
I broke away from the kiss.
"Jadey what's wrong?" said Perrie, leaning back in, but I just shifted away form her. Could I do this to this girl? I'm probably saving her by saying this.
"I've been thinking, maybe this can't work." I stated, quite quietly.
"But-" started the younger band mate.
"No Perrie. This isn't good for you. You don't want to lie about who you love. I think for yours and my own good, we should stop." the last words came out as a struggle. I thought she might cry, but slowly I just started to see hatred.
"I know what you mean," she started bitterly, "I'm just not good enough. Is that it?" Perrie stood up towering over me. I could see anger and spite stricken across her face.
"No Perrie. That's not-" she cut me off.
"No Jade you listen to me. You didn't have to play with me like this. You could've just said that first night meant nothing!" Perrie yelled in my face. Tears started falling down my cheeks. They blurred my vision slightly, so I couldn't quite see what happened next. Perrie grabbed my collar and dragged me over to the wall.
"Stop Perrie your hurting me!" I managed to say. She chucked me against the wall and I crumpled to the ground. I felt the back of my head, something sticky there.
"Perrie what-" I chocked out.
"No Thirlwall. You don't get to toy me around"
Through spots in my eyes I could just make out her hand striking across my face. Suddenly everything went dark.
I woke with a scream. Ever since Perrie had walked out a week ago at the studio, the nightmares just came back. I guess the thought of Perrie being angry or upset with me, which was the only logical reason I could come up with about Perrie's actions, reminded me of that evening. I shuddered. That was probably the worst evening of my life. The anger across her face was so fierce you could almost see the flames in her eyes. Slowly, I pulled the covers back over me and layed back down onto my bed. I took a few deep breaths and shut my eyes, not knowing if the nightmares would continue.
Morning
I decided I needed to confront Perrie, so I grabbed my phone and rung her up.
No answer. Damn. I texted her instead.
To Perrie:
Hi babe. I know you've been avoiding me and I think I know the reason.
My nightmares have been coming back and I think it's linked.
Let's talk. We should clear this up.
Jade xxx
I put my phone down. I hope she gets this. I don't like not seeing her, It almost breaks my heart. I mean, why would this bother her now? It could be because of the song lyrics.
Knock. Knock.
I walked to the door in my pyjamas. Perrie still hadn't replied so I didn't know what to do. As I opened the door I saw Alex, Perrie's boyfriend, standing there.
"Hey. Why are you here?" I said, trying to hide annoyance. If my best mate is avoiding me, why would I want to see her boyfriend?
"We need to talk it's about Perrie."
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Word count: 773
A/N I hope you enjoy this chapter! I'm not sure if this violent Perrie is a good concept but hey, people get angry right! Thanks for voting it does mean a lot xxx
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