[Perrie pov]
"You going to talk now?" I asked as we walked into Jade's house. She hung her coat up and I did the same, then following her into the lounge.
"Well, do you want the truth?" she replied, sitting on the sofa. I sat next to her, resting my arm on her knee.
"Of course, Jade. What is it?" I answered. She looked directly into my eyes.
"Ok then," she took a deep breathe in, "I can't watch you be with Alex because I'm still hopelessly in love with you. I am so sorry for what happened, can you let me explain?" I stared back at her, Jade is still in love with me? This is a surprise. I gulped.
"I don't need an explanation." I lent forward and pressed my lips against her's, a gentle kiss. I leant my forehead against her's.
"I needed to do that one more time." I whispered. I slowly stood up and walked back into the hallway. Jade didn't follow me, there was no need to anyway. I opened the door and walked outside. It was a cold and bitter night and I did my coat up. I still couldn't be with Jade, no matter how sorry she was. Every time I was with her she messed up or left me the next day. I thought it was all over after the Salute incident, because she left me for good on that one.
[Flashback]
I woke up lying in someone else's bed, Jade's. I peered over my shoulder and saw Jade lying there. I slowly crept out of bed and put a t-shirt on that I found in Jade's wardrobe and some jeans on the floor, I'll give them back later. I decided to leave now and pretend nothing happened, especially after the X factor mix up. I opened the door when I heard Jade say,
"Perrie, where are you going?" I turned around and shut the door again.
"I'm gonna go, I think it's best we don't ta-"
"No! this time we'll make it work, this time it's proper." she replied, grabbing onto the collar of my shirt and pulling me into a kiss. I was too in love with her to care. I kissed her back with passion.
"I love you." I said.
[End of flashback]
I shuddered. The next day was not what I was expecting, and that was when I decided I couldn't be with Jade, but I still want her, I want her so much!
[Jade pov]
What had just happened? Perrie had just kissed her there and then. I was so in shock I didn't even go after her when she left. I decided that I needed a night for us both to consider the options before we talk.
***
"Morning." I nodded my head at Perrie when I walked in. It had been three days since the kiss and we hadn't even texted let alone spoken. She nodded her head in reply. I sat down in the chair directly opposite her, and then our manager spoke.
"As you all know, the Glory Days album party is coming up. There will be lots of press there so as you know, I don't want you to do anything stupid." I glanced at Perrie, she was shifting uncomfortably in her seat. My mind thought back to the Salute album party.
[Flashback]
Yesterday I told Perrie I loved her. Yesterday I committed to being with her forever. I can't ruin that now.
"So Jade, you coming to the club?" pestered Jesy. She hadn't stopped asking all evening. I was so tempted to go but I know I shouldn't, if I went I would risk loosing Perrie because of my foolishness. But the offer was too good to resist.
"Yes. I'll go."
"Get in! Maybe we could find you someone..." said Jesy, wiggling her eyebrows. She or Leigh had no idea that I was currently seeing Perrie. We aren't gonna tell them for a while, at least, not until we are going strong.
"Lets go!" shouted Leigh.
***
We had danced together for like 10 minutes. I had drunk a lot. Then he kissed me. I kissed back, which was the most shameful thing yet. Then things got worse, I went back to his house. I stayed the night. That was the most horrible one night stand ever. Perrie didn't even look at me for the next few months.
[End Of Flashback]
"Perrie can we talk?" asked her as everyone left the meeting.
"Umm, sure." she furrowed her eyebrows. I took to the room next to our meeting room and shut the door.
"I'm just gonna come straight out with it. I still love you. Do you love me?" I asked, she just stared at me for a moment.
"I want you. I want you so much. I love you." she said and ran towards me. She kissed me with passion and I kissed her back.
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