Our History || Jerrie

(4) Jade tells Alex...

2 hours earlier

[Perrie pov]

Buzz.

I peered at my phone, a text from Jade. I looked at my phone nervously, what was she going to say to me? I didn't answer her call earlier because I just can't talk to her right now. I thought about it earlier, the time I hit her. After that she actually didn't talk to me for about a year. I understand why. The problem now is that I still have feelings.

I slowly walked out and sat on my balcony. A/N I'm not sure if Pez has a balcony but Idc bye. I stared out at the beautiful view. I could be standing here, with her, enjoying the view together... Suddenly I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and a warm body on mine.
"Hey beautiful. Whatcha doin out here?" came Alex's soft voice in my ear. He was so nice, could I really leave him for a childhood crush?
"I just wanted to look at the view." I replied, my eyes wandering around the hill tops beyond. I turned to face him. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him. But this wasn't just a kiss, this was a kiss to say sorry. To say sorry for all those thoughts about Jade and leaving him, as if he could have heard them.
"What was that for baby?"
"Everything." I whispered and walked to my bedroom. I stayed their for half an hour. Alex knocked on my door every now and then, but I told him i'm fine and that he could go.

"Honey I'm just popping out, I won't be long baby." Alex said as he popped his head round the door. I was lying on my stomach reading my book, so I didn't even bother to turn around.
"That's fine babe. See you." I muttered. Why was I being so harsh to him? Why was my anger about my feelings for Jade coming out on him? Oh well, at least he'll never know...

[Back to Alex at Jade's] [Jade pov]

"What's wrong now? Because unless it's really serious I'm not bothered Alex." I said rather sternly, ushering for him to sit down on the couch.
"Does she have any former boyfriends or exes that she might still like?" he inquired. I could see in his eyes that he looked threatened. I could see the vulnerability there. I pondered for a minute on his question, then my mind flashed back to the Salute album party.
"Well...sort of..."
"Jade, I need to know. I think she still loves them!" This made my heart flutter slightly, is it actually possible that she still loves me? If she does, then i'm not sure if I feel the same way...
"Alex. I think it might be me..."

[Alex pov]

WHAT?! Jade and Perrie?? Together? And Perrie still fancies her band mate?
"Bye Jade." I said stoutly getting up and walking out the room.
"Alex! Wait! I will explain! It's not-" cried Jade chasing after me.
"No," I said, cutting Jade off, "I don't need an explanation. I mean it was bad enough knowing she wanted to leave me, but with-with you?"
"Just don't be angry with Perrie, ok?" said Jade before slamming her living room door. I walked away not looking back. I new exactly what I wanted to do now-there was only one thing I could do-go clubbing. Distract myself from her, maybe even leave for a while...

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Word Count: 620

I hope you like this chapter! I hope you understand the time skips and that but hey. More on what Alex does soon and a couple chapters time Jade and Perrie might do something...