tw // rape , self-harm , attempted suicide
AUTHORS POV:
"Jinnie, will you-would you like to.. be my boyfriend?"
"Joonie, of course I will!"
Namjoon pulled Jin into a tight hug before kissing him on the cheek.
"I love you Jinnie."
"I love you too."
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TIME SKIP:TWO DAYS LATER
"Jimin you have to eat something.."
Tae hasn't seen Jimin eat for two days.
"I'm not hungry."
"But Jimin, you can get ill."
"I don't care."
"Jimin pl-"
"No Tae, get out. I want to be alone."
Jimin pulled his sheets over his head and let out a couple of sobs.
"Jimin,"
Tae walked over to the bed and pulled the cover down.
"Come on, lets go to Namjoons house."
"Why?"
"Because you need to have fun. I can't stand seeing you like this."
Tae knew that wasn't the full reason. Namjoon had told him that Yoongi was staying at his, and he wanted them to make up.
"I don't wa-"
"You're going. Now get undressed. I'll run a bath for you."
Jimin sighed before sitting up on the edge of his bed.
His sheets still had Yoongis scent.
He wasn't in any clothes as he hasn't left the bed since the... incident.
He wrapped a towel around his waist before walking into his bathroom.
"Here, I've run you a bath. Now get ready, I want to leave in twenty minutes."
Jimin nodded before signalling Tae to leave.
Tae left, closing the door behind him and he heard Jimin sigh once again.
Jimin took of his towel and quickly got into the bath. It was winter break so it was quite cold.
He sat in the bathtub for about twenty minutes before ducking his head under the water.
He wanted a way out of this cruel world.
There was a knock on his bathroom door.
"Jimin hyung? Are you done yet?"
No answer.
"Jimin?!"
No answer.
Tae unlocked the door with a coin and saw Jimin lying under the water.
"JIMIN!" Tae screamed as he ran to the tub.
He pulled his Hyung out of the water, and held him to his chest.
"Jiminnie what are you doing? Don't do this to yourself. Yoongis not worth it if he raped you."
"I wasn't trying to kill myself I was just.. thinking. H-he didn't rape me."
"But you said he had sex with you while you were drunk?"
"I gave him consent but.. I was drunk."
"Then why are you mad?"
"I don't know, I think it was-maybe it was because-"
"Jiminnie?"
"I think it was that was my first time, and I don't remember it Tae."
"Oh Jimin."
Tae wrapped his arms around the cold, nude boy and pulled him closer.
"Do you want to stay home today?"
"No, I need to apologise to Yoongi."
"How did you know Yoongi was there?"
"I heard you guys over the phone.."
"Oh okay, lets get ready then. I'm a bit wet now."
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Tae pulled up in front of Namjoons house, and looked at Jimin. He had been staring out of the window the whole journey.
"Jimin, are you sure you still want to do this?"
Jimin turned to face Tae and nodded his head.
They both got out of the car and walked towards the door. Jimin was about to knock when Tae stopped him.
"You are sure right?"
"Jesus Tae I'm sure now let me do this."
Jimin knocked on the door.
They saw that the door was slightly open and decided just to walk in.
"Guys? Namjoon?" Tae said as he walked around the apartment.
"H-help m-me." A voice said.
Coming from the bathroom.
"Fuck." Jimin said as he ran towards the bathroom.
He tried to open the bathroom door but it was locked.
"Yoongi? Yoongi are you in there?" Jimin shouted whilst banging on the door.
"J-Jiminnie?" Yoongi whispered from inside the bathroom.
"Yoongi, it's me. Open the door please."
"Jiminnie, I cant move."
"What do you mean?" Tae asked
The bathroom stayed silent.
"Yoongi?"
Silence.
"Move." Jimin said.
He backed away from the door and kicked it open after a few attempts.
He saw Yoongi, bathing in watery blood.
"Yoongi!" Jimin shouted as he ran to Yoongis side, pulling him out of the bath.
"Oh Yoongi please! Wake up! Tae! Start the car!"
Jimin picked him up in his arms and walked out of the bathroom.
"You silly boy, why did you start cutting again?" Jimin whispered as tears ran down his cheeks.
Jimin took him to the car and sat in the back with Yoongis head on his lap.
He stroked his hair and told him everything was going to be alright.
"Jiminnie?" Yoongi whispered with his eyes still closed.
"Yes Yoongi?"
"Do you hate me Jiminnie?"
"No Yoongi, I could never hate you."
"Then why did you make me leave? Why did you make me feel abandoned again?"
"Because I was scared Yoongi. I love you. So much Yoongi. I really do."
"I love you too baby."
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YAHHH !
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