I was getting really tired of the looks the group gave me. It was really annoying. I was fine god dammit.
I was on the beach now, just escaping the looks they gave me. It was just over 5 a clock, so I knew that I had about 1½ hour till I had to be home to get dinner. I sat down on a big rock and looked out the horizon. I loved to be here on the beach.
When I had been here on the beach for about an hour I saw Jacob, Quill and Embry coming down the beach laughing. Oh well if I just staid quiet then they would not notice me.. I hope. I have always liked them, but I just didn't feel like talking to anyone at this point.
But I was not that lucky. Stupid me, had to sneeze and they had to look. DAMMIT all.
They started to walk towards me. I quickly looked away, I really didn't want to talk to anyone.
"Hey Mira, how are you" Jacob asked me.
"Fine" I just said, still looking out at the water.
"Are you sure" Embry asked. AAAAhh why can't they just leave me alone...
"Yes"
"You don't look like it" Quil said.
"I'm fine, god dammit, I just feel like being alone, but noooo, some one of you dam wolfs have to look for me all the time. I can see you looking at me all the time, and I'm sick of it. Why the hell can't I just have some time alone. I am so sick of not having my own space anymore... Please just leave me alone for a bit. And tell Sam to bug out of my life. He has nothing to say about it, so just stay out." I was yelling at this point.
I looked at them one more time before I just ran home...
They looked shocked. Silent ole me, yelled at a bunch of wolf's, well to dam bad... I am so sick of them always being there. I know its not their fault but why can't I ever just have some time alone...
I made it home and just ran to my room slamming the door...
I didn't even have 5min to myself when mom knocked on my door. But I didn't answer, I guess she didn't get the point that I didn't want to talk, for she just walked in. Arhhhh for the love of god. WHY....
I was sitting on my desk looking out the window.
"Sweetie whats the matter" mom said
"Arhh not you to mom, I just want to be alone. I know that you know what Sam has told all of you, but I'm tired of being watched all the dam time. I never have time alone. I'm not a wolf, so please just give me time alone..." a tear ran down my face while I still looked out the window.
"Sweetie we just want to help you. I know that they are looking at you all the time. I will talk to Sam about that. But hon, your my baby, I just don't want to loose you."
Well to dam bad... I had thought about running, just to get away, and had thought about leaving tonight. I was friends with Bella, so I could run to her, but then Charlie would tell mom. Arhh just give me a break already.
I didn't say anything to her, just kept on looking out the window.
She left without saying anything else. I took my phone and called Bella.
After 3 rings she picked up. I knew that the Cullens were back, and that she was with him again. So maybe they could help me out.
"Hello" Bella said.
"Hey Bella it Mira"
"Hey, whats up?" She knew about me being watched all the time and that I was tired of it so this could be easy. I hope.
"Well I was hoping that you could help me. I'm so tired of them looking at me like this. And today, I was not even allowed to be alone on the beach. Please help me out Bella. Can you help me find a hide out. Just for a week or so. I really need some alone time... "
She was silent for a bit.
"Well I don't know how without Charlie finding out." She said silently.
"I know, can't you talk to Edward, maybe he can help.?" I pleaded.
"Okay, hold on" I heard her talking but not what she said. A minute after, the phone was picked up again.
"Hello Mira, Edward here. We can help you, but on one condition"
"Anything" I said.
"You have to leave a note saying that you are with friends and that you will be back in a week or so. We don't want trouble helping you out. But I understand your situation. You can be at my room till things are settled.
And write a number down that they can contact you on. I have a phone that you can have, so give them this number. 559 5734 902 just to be on the safe side. And be on the border by 2 tonight, then I will be there to pick you up. Is that okay?" He asked me.
"Yes that is okay. Thank you so much Edward. It means a lot to me."
"Your absolutely welcome." And then he hung up. Okay I have to get ready.
I picked up my bag and took out some clothes, I got 4 pairs of jeans and 5 shirts and my hoddie. My wallet and a family foto. And then I wrote a note..
'Dear Mom, Seth and Leah.
I know that you might be really worried but please don't panic, I am well. I just left for a couple of days. I need to be alone, and I mean really alone. I have a nr that you can call on, but please give me at least a day before you call me. I really need this.
I will be back but not this week. I know that you care about me, but I am soooo tired of not being able to be alone...
I love you all.
Just know I am safe, and please don't look for me.
Here is the number - Don't miss use it. Thank you.
559 5734 902.
Love Mira. '
Now I just have to wait till about 2.
