I had been in Edward's room for a couple of hour's before my phone started ringing. Dam that is just perfect, I cant even be alone here for a bit.
"Yes" I coldly said into the phone.
"Oh baby I was so worried, where are you, why would you leave." My mom cried
Oh for the love of all that is holy.
"Mom I told you on the note, I need to be alone, and to give me at least a day, and not even that can be held, mom I need to be alone, I am just about to break and I really don't want to do that, so if you value my sanity then please just give me time and space. I'm fine and not alone so please just give me this."
With that I hung up and turned the phone of for a bit. If I knew my family right there would only be a minute ore to then it would go of at no end.
I knew that if I was bound to be a wolf, then it would happen sooner rather than later since I was here, but right now I really didn't care. I had nothing against the Cullen's. Yea I knew that it was because of them that we changed, but I really didn't see the problem by changing. We could protect people from the bad ones. The Cullen's weren't bad, so why blame them. We have had a lot of the bad ones in the woods it could as easily be them that was to blame. The Cullen's weren't close to us, they lived in Forks, not La Push. For gods sake.
I really like the Cullen's especially Edward, I knew that he had the best interest at heart with Bella, and Bella was one of my best friends, so as long as he was nice to her and loved her then I would always be there for them.
That was the only thing I wasn't looking forward to, if I became a wolf. That would be if Sam forbid me to see them. Be with Bella. Then he might as well say that I had to be friendless and alone. Might just say just die already, if he ends up saying that, and I will let him know that, that is how I feel.
I hadn't slept yet, I was to on edge.
I stood up from the bed and went down the stairs.
When I came down there all eyes were on me.
"Hi sweetie, are you hungry?" Esme asked. Just as she mentioned food, my stomach had to make a presence and say 'yes just give me food right now' Hehe I had to laugh a bit at my thoughts. Edward laughed to. I just smile at him and blushed big time.
"What?" Emmett said like it was him that was laughed at and not me. Hehe Idiot.
And that just made Edward laugh harder.
"Thank you Esme, a snack would be lovely" I smiled kindly at her.
Rose still was not so fond of me. But I liked her anyway, she was just protective of her family, I could really understand that.
"Hey Rose, I was wondering if I could ask you a question?" I smiled shyly
"You already did" She said, but to my luck she had a tiny smile on her lips. which meant that she didn't hate me just yet.
I smiled back at her. "Well I was just wondering I saw a picture of you on the wall in the hall, where you had this wonderful dress on, and I was just wondering what time it was from and such. I thought it looked really gorgeous on you" I smiled
She beamed at me. Wow was that the only thing I had to say for her to like me?
Edward gave a small nod towards me. WOW should have known that sooner. But okay I hadn't seen that picture before so yea. But hey I got her to smile to me.
"Oh thank you, well its a dress that I bought in 1952 in this nice little store in London.
I bought it for Emmett it was a hot dress in that time. (She smiled lovingly at Emmett ho had a grin on his face) (A/N - Dress on the side ->) I still have it if you want to see it" Rosalie said.
"Oh wow really, I would love to" I grinned at her.
"Come on then." she took my hand and we went upstairs. I wondered for a brief second if Esme would call me down again soon. But I could wait a bit if it meant that all of the Cullen's would just care for me just a tiny bit.
We came into her room, and I stopped in my tracks. "Wow" I breathed out.
"Thank you" Rose smiled. She had a really romantic stile in her room, yet it was masculine just enough for me to see that Emmett lived here to. "Just my kind of room" I whispered to myself.
"You seem more like me for every hour there passes" Rose said in a low voice.
She shoved me all of her clothes and I was breathless more that 20 times. She even gave me some of them. She was so nice to me. She even asked if she could give me a make over. Which I happily gave her permission to.
I have never tried it before, so I gladly let her do what ever she waned to do.
"do you want to keep your hair like this or do you want something done to it" She asked kindly.
"Oh if you could do something but let the length be there still, then you can do what your amassing talent tels you to do" I smiled at her.
"Okay, thank you by the way"
After a bit I was turned back so I was able to look in the mirror again.
WOW was my only thought. My mouth flew open and I sat there in chock.
My hair had several lengths and it gave my hair a look like there was waves in it. It had a lot more volume. It looked so good.
"Wow, it looks amassing Rose, I have never felt so beautiful"
"You are welcome. Now lets find you a dress" She went into her closet and came back within a minute with the dress I had seen her in on the picture.
"Oh my are you really letting me try that?" I was so stunned and choked
"No"
..... "Huh"
"I'm giving it to you" Holy cheese king of the pineapple.
"You are?" I choked out.
"Yes you silly girl. I like you. I don't know why, maybe because you think I'm awesome I don't know, but I do like you, there is something about you that makes me want to protect you. Like we really have something in common" She looked puzzled and just looked at me for a bit. Shook her head and helped me with the dress.
I looked stunning.
"Wow"
"I know, and all thanks to me" She laughed.
We went down stairs again, and all eyes were on me.
Oh okay this I don't really like.. I got embarrassed and looked down at the floor.
"Wow sweetie, you look lovely" Esme cooed. I gave her a shy smile in return.
I suddenly got blinded by flashes. Only to see again that Alice was her hyper self, with a camera. Hmm Only Alice would do that.
I went over to Esme who held a bowl with some fruit in it for me. And finally let myself eat some. I hadn't eaten in over a day.
I began to go into my own dream world. I froze out from all movements.
I really hope that they won't find out my secret. But I guess that in a short while they will anyway...
Edward gasped, bringing me back to the real world. I looked at him and he looked at me, like he was trying to read my mind for what I haven't said.
I hurriedly looked down into the bowl and took a peace. DAM control your thoughts here girl... I hurriedly thought to myself.
