Sweet Silence|| Diabolik Lovers x reader || вooĸ 2 ||

♞ [26] The Greatest Pain♞

A/N; WARNING SELF HARM IS MENTIONED! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Azusa stood in front of Yui's grave solemnly, staring with a blank stare. "Hello, Yui-san..."

"I wanted... To talk to you about (Y/n)-chan. I wonder if she'll ever come back? I miss her... I stopped talking to Justin too... I feel a so alone. (Y/n)-chan told me to stop cutting so I did...But I don't understand why she made me stop...The pain made me feel alive... she made me feel more than that... but now she's gone."

"What should I do Yui-san?" Azusa asked the dead girl.

No response came and Azusa went on, "(Y/n)-chan always told me to think of good things when you're feeling sad.... She probably told you that too. I-I've never really tried it... but maybe I should."

"What's something that's happy Yui-san?" Azusa sat down in front of Yui's grave and pondered.

"I know.... One day when me (Y/n)-chan and I are married....we'll be so happy...we can escape all this and be... happy on our own..." Azusa smiled at the thought.

"We can live far away from everyone in our own mansion... There'll be lots of space for everything and we can even have children too... She'll be so happy... and so will I.... When that time comes... Everything will be perfect..." Azusa smiled happily to himself before a couple tears fell down his eyes.

"That is...if she ever comes back." Azusa's smile faded and he started to sob to himself, burying his face in his knees.

"What's going to happen if she never comes back... Yui-san? What will I do then?!" Azusa let his tears soak in his sleeves, as he cried. It had been years since he cried. Centuries even. The last time he cried was when he was human.

"I c-can't do this... No one needs me anymore....maybe I should-" Azusa took out a dagger from his pocket and was ready to start cutting again.

"I'm sorry for breaking my promise to you... (Y/n)-chan...."

Before Azusa could slash his skin, a brief memory of her swept through his mind.

~!!!!~ Flash Back ~!!!!~

"This is the worst fanfiction I've read! What the hell? Salty Talker?! That's the dumbest shit I've heard!" (Y/n) said finishing the latest chapter updated by iSaltWarrior.

"Then why do we read it every week together... (Y/n)-chan?" Azusa asked. Wrapping his arms around her, resting his head on her head.

"Well actually, the story is okay... but the grammar and slow updates are trash! Why does Author-chan only update once a week?! Am I not important enough for you to update every day?!"

"Well... maybe Author-chan has lots of homework?" Azusa suggested. (Y/n) rested her head on his chest casually, while returning his embrace. Cuddles are geat.

"I guess you're right. I mean I don't go to school anymore so I don't have homework."

Azusa nodded, "What do you and Shu do when we're gone?" He asked.

"I like to mess with Shu until you guys get home." She answered.

(Y/n) traced Azusa's arms through his sleeve and pulled his sleeve up revealing scars from last week.

"Azusa... please stop cutting yourself." She said with a sad tone in her voice.

"Why... (Y/n)? It makes me feel alive...needed."

"I need you Azusa..." She said softly, kissing his arm scar. Her sudden words made Azusa shift over her, moving his weight to her waist.

"Say it again (Y/n).... say you need me." He looked her in the eyes. She stared back at him and cupped his face.

"Only if you promise to stop hurting yourself." Her voice sounded raspy, like she was ready to cry.

"(Y/n)... why do you care about me so much?" Azusa asked.

She drew her hands back from his face and wiped her eyes, "I don't know Azusa... I don't really know why I care... But I just do. It's something I can't control, and I don't plan on it. I just care about you so much."

"I promise," Azusa said leaning down so their faces were inches apart.

"You mean it?" (Y/n) stopped crying and looked at him.

He nodded with a smile, "If someone... needs me... then I won't need to feel pain..." He said.

(Y/n), laughed a little and spoke, "I need you Azusa. I always will."

!~! Present Time !~!

"I need you too (Y/n)..." He said about to slice his skin when the dagger was knocked out of his hand.

"No Azusa. You can't." Yuma said.

"I need...to find her...Yuma-san... I can't just stay here like this... I have to go after her...."

"We have a plan remember? When those two Sakamakis are done healing, we're going to go over to Karlheinz's building and make him turn us back. Once we're vampires again we're going to take (Y/n) back."

"And then what...? She's going to choose one of us and forget the rest of us? What will we do then?!" Azusa's voice broke down.

Yuma was struck with shock. He never thought that far into it, what he only thought about was getting (Y/n) back. He didn't let this thought get the best of him though. Yuma was a really strong person inside and out.

"Well, we're just going to have to accept that Azusa. If she chooses me... or you... or even one of the others. Who she chooses doesn't matter, it's the impact she had in our lives..." Yuma said.

"I've never felt this human... before." Azusa remarked drying his tears, "It's been so long."

"I know. It's crazy, I never thought we'd be like this again." Yuma said.

"It hurts a lot Yuma-san...except I don't like this kind of pain..." Azusa said. "It's okay Azusa..." Yuma took his younger brother in hug and Azusa, returned it.

"Everything's going to be okay...alright?" Yuma said encouragingly to his brother.