de·ni·al
noun
1. the presence of a filter covering the gaping abyss inside your chest, where sunshine covers up the unfathomable dark. you try to ignore those thoughts, it's unconventional, it makes you sad, it makes you aware of the thin layer keeping you from seeing the demons lurking under people's skin. and it's so fragile, to be living in an ambiguous world, where nothing is truly certain. where passionate fires are dimmed and tragedy looms over everyone's head.
2. you think too much, and it hurts you so much. and that's why you keep hiding the truth from yourself. dull the edge of reality, and breathe in flowery lies. an exhale clouding in front of your lips, and you wave a hand around it to make it disappear.
