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Passed Away....

" It hurts to let go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on."

So hey... My puppy just passed away.. He had some sort of sickness,  how do I know?

When it was 4:20 am he started vomiting blood I was scared that I might lose my precious thing in the world but it's reality now Eon my beloved puppy had passed away without me by his side I kept trying to hide my tears since I read the text of my uncle in my service....

There I stayed still full with mixed confusion.. Worried, Sad,  Disappointment.... I  read the text over and over again but its reality I can't undo anything anymore with that I started sobbing really hard my heart was torn in pieces my service mate saw me sobbing asking me if something's wrong or If I'm alright I handed them my phone to let them read what was shown... I started sobbing.... Harder... I stopped crying in the service but once I got home... I opened my room and it was... Empty... There I heard my heart sank looking at my empty room all the good memories with him all gone...

Cause he was there for me when I'm sad or happy.... He was the greatest gift god gave me until now.. I asked my brother to make sure I wasn't but till... "He passed away I'm sorry... " I bit my bottom lip stopping myself for crying... But it didn't work I got out of my house and started sobbing quietly since my mother would hear it even she knows that he passed away I know she doesn't want to see me cry but still....

I shouted in my mind that I was a bad amo since I was the one always taking care of him. I blamed it all to myself but I know nothing can replace my empty heart with a different pet.. I know that there's a place for me we had great memories with each other but maybe those memories would slowly fade away... But I know in his heart that he doesn't want me to cry he wants me to be happy..

But I was trying.... I was telling myself that I should be happy that he's in a different world, Whenver I hear Eon's name I felt depression bursting against me but I stopped myself.... If I cried at anytime I have a reason.. Cause I don't waste my tears for nothing.... Me trying to stop from crying can't help it.. I let the dam in my eyes over flow cause I know it was worth it.... And this is the present life I can't change anything...