Giving Each Other Feeling » z.m l.s

Coming home from war was terrifying. I had seen so much and all of a sudden I was with my caring boyfriend, feeling okay?

I killed people.

I fucking shot them because we had a feud with another country that was shit.

It was shit.

I am shit.

I feel like shit too.

And, the worst part is, Niall still loves me. I love him back of course but he loves a murderer. He loves someone who took away someone else's loved one.

When I was young, people told me war changes people in many ways.

I, Zayn Malik, have experienced that first hand.

(Main Ziall Horlik and side Larry Stylinson)
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