I want to go back,
My memories tainted in black
I made the wrong choice,
Fell for the wrong girl.
How was I supposed to know,
That you weren't the one for me?I want to go back,
My memories shadowing me.
I pretend I'm okay,
When you ask me if I am
Because I can't go back to you
Not anymore...I want to go back,
My memories painted in black.
How would have I known,
She was sleeping with the kid I grew up with?
Betrayed and hurt,
By people I held close.I want to go back,
My memories covered in dust.
You want me to stay,
You need me to stay.
All lies, I tell you.
The lies you tell me.I want to go back.
Ignore you.
Forget you.
Never fall for you.I can't live with this.
I fell for you.
And you won't let me go,
But yet stab me in the back.You slept with the kid I grew up with,
So why do you want me?
You cheated with the kid I grew up with.
So why do you need me?I'm here hoping one day
You will change.
But I don't want to wait.
But I don't think I can wait.Because my heart is breaking,
As you walk each step,
On it.Oh it feels like a knife,
Just twisted inside of my heart
And that's how I know.
That's how I know I made
The wrong mistake.You.
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➵ Midnight Thoughts | ✔︎
PoetryRandom, collated thoughts put to paper through emotion and expressions, and a mind that works it's flow. Love, Lillian x x Disclaimer: this is purely my own work. if my lines seem similar to other poems, this is purely coincidental. some poems/boo...