I'll never be the same
I need your love
To light up my
Soul of darknessI'll never be the same
As I was beforeEvery passing day
I can feel the darkness
Taking over my bodyIt's lethal,
I can feel itI still get weaker everyday
By every passing moment,
It's there.I can feel it
Making its way slowly
And painfully to my heartIt's your love
That keeps me awake
For the last of my daysAnd when my turn comes,
I feel my eyes roll over
Behind my eyelidsI can hear the commotion
And my breathe,
Is taken away.I can still hear
Your wretched sobs
As you bury me in the groundAnd every time
You make your way to my grave
I can hear them footsteps.Your footsteps.
You'll never be the same
You sayBut really,
I will never be the same
As I accept defeatWhen you walk away
On your wedding day
Telling me that you still love me.But I lost.
And I'll never be the same.
Even if I'm dead.I'll never be the same
Even if I'm not breathing.I'll never be the same
Because this
Is who we are.I'm just the contender
You are the queen
I loved you
You loved meBut I lost
To that guy
Who you swore you hatedBack in
Seventh gradeI'm just the contender
And you are everythingI'll never be the same
As I was beforeI'll never be
Who I was beforeI'll never be the same.
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➵ Midnight Thoughts | ✔︎
PoetryRandom, collated thoughts put to paper through emotion and expressions, and a mind that works it's flow. Love, Lillian x x Disclaimer: this is purely my own work. if my lines seem similar to other poems, this is purely coincidental. some poems/boo...