When close gets too close

Chapter 4

I’m staring new chapters 3 pages long because my chapters before were to long so yea! Here is chapter 4! Enjoy! And please leave comments on how you are liking the story! Thank you!

Chapter 4-

We get in the car and drive home. We walk through the door and Harry and Liam are sitting in the kitchen. I look over at them and Harry gives me a glare. I start putting the groceries away and Harry comes to help me.

“I see your back.” He says not looking at me.

“Yea Niall convinced me to stay,” I said.

“Oh but I can’t,” he says.

“You can but you didn’t try!” I turned to him and started to scream now.

“I tried it wasn’t my fault for that.” He started to scream too.

“What do you mean it wasn’t your fault? You took advantage of me!” I said.

“I admit it was part my fault I knew you didn’t want to do it but I had to because I loved you.” He said.

“And now you don’t?” I said.

“I’m starting to question it because you are being so damn sensitive… and after I saw you with Niall talking about me how could you!” He says.

I look him straight in the eyes and say, “What are you talking about?”

“I saw you with Niall today talking about me saying how you couldn’t handle my lies anymore and how it’s hard cause you can never come back to me!”

“What the- You think that was about you? That was about my dad!”

“Oh so now your going to lie to my face too! That so was about me Journey!”

“No! It was about my dad! I found out he was a drug dealer! Now he is in jail! I don’t have a mom or a dad! No one can take care of me now! I don’t have a job I don’t have a place to live! I have to live here! Thankfully Louis took me in!.”

        “And never call me a liar and tell me I’m to damn sensitive.” I slap him right across the face and immediately back away and put my hands to my mouth in horror. I can’t believe I just did that. I start to cry and run upstairs into my room Louis mom made for me.

“Oh crap I’m going to mess up my makeup!” I say.

Right then Niall runs in.

“I swear I will kick his ares” Niall screams sitting next to me and hugging me close to his chest.

“No Niall you don’t get it! I love him so much it hurts!” I scream.

“I don’t know what to say…” He said.

“Don’t say anything just stay here with me.”

***Harry’s P.O.V***

“I can’t believe she is blaming me for this!” I’m pacing back and forth now thinking of what I have done.

“Well you did have sex with her even though you didn’t barely know her and she didn’t want too.” Liam said.

“I better go talk to her or do you think that would make it worse?” I said.

“I think in my opinion that it would make it worse have her come talk to you.” Louis said.

I can’t believe I actually started to cry. Tears were falling down my eyes. Louis couldn’t even believe it. I know what I did was wrong. I’m just afraid of losing her. She is the best girl that has ever walked into my life. I think to myself wow I have really been a jerk and a huge pain in the ares for her I wonder how she feels… Oh my god, please don’t let her get away from me.

“I know what to do now!” I say.

“What?” Louis and Liam say.

“I need to ask her to marry me!” I scream.

“What the heck, No! You can’t ask her to marry you! You are only 18 and she is 17 and you haven’t even known her for a month!” Louis said.

“I love her… I want to be with her for the rest of my life. I want to show her I will always be there for her.”

I run upstairs and run into her room and find her lying on Niall chest and crying. I felt like a complete idiot and areshole! Ugh! I hate my self! I walk up to her and sit with her. She doesn’t look up. She stays buried in his chest.

”Niall you can go now.” I say quietly.

Niall gets up and leaves and she still doesn’t look at me.

”Journey? Are you okay. I never meant to hurt you.” I said.

”Harry, I love you so much, but I just can’t deal with this right now.” She said still crying.

“I know but we can get through this… Together.”

“How?”

“We will make it work, I’m not giving up on us” I say pulling her close to me and wrapping my arms around her.